Life goes on

Partnership 案件

2012-01-21T21:16:00.004+08:00

祝大家新年快乐~ ^^

某间银行在最近的时候告我爸爸上法庭。
具体的经过我不晓得。
但是，从我妈妈的传话当中，
我爸爸和那银行没关系啊！
那年，我爸爸和一个人一起开公司Partnership，
然后那人用公司的名字向银行借钱，买一个地。
薪水2k，但却借到了1.2mil…
我爸爸只是帮他搞文件合约罢了。
结果那人逃走了。
六年过后，这间银行跑来告我爸爸？
而我爸爸，因为担心他的律师执照会被撤，
跑去和银行法庭外开出200k，结果那间银行不要。
250k都不要！
他妈的！向那银行爆粗话已经算很仁慈了。

然后，我爸爸找了一个辩护律师，
那狗律师开出了120k的律师费。
你他妈的！若你是Karpal Singh等级的律师，首相的专门律师那就算了。
但是，你妈的连一个Partnership中有Fraud的成份都不知道的烂律师！
只知道跟我爸爸讲什么因为Partnership所以我爸爸有关系，要负责那笔钱什么之类的话！
还要求120k？？！！
你全家的去死好不好？！
那银行本来就不能够借款给一个薪水2k的人1.2mil。
也就是说，那银行有了negligent 或 fraud的行为。
那人借了钱，逃走，为什么不找他的担保人？？
跑来找帮他处理文件律师？？
虽说是以 partnership 的名字来借款，
但是那时我爸爸已经解散了他们的 partnership 啊！

话说回来，
结果我爸爸就这样被那狗律师挖走了整10k~20k+++…
然后我爸爸觉得不对劲，
找了他朋友的亲戚律师，
那律师才开了25k 律师费。
还跟我爸爸研究了以前的案件几天几夜。
我由衷地，感谢你。
也许以后，我出来时遇见了你，
我会当面的感谢你。

这案件，让我爸爸几天不能好好的睡觉了。
从法官的言辞，我爸爸应该会赢，
但是，过了这个法庭，还有更高更高的法庭可以上诉。
这也许需要几年，几十年。
我恨你，银行！
你不但拒绝了我爸爸的法外和解，
还害了我爸爸不能好好的睡觉，
而且这还要延续几年，
让我爸爸花了那么多钱！

若法庭宣布我爸爸有义务要还那1.2mil，
那我们可算是破产了…
我家的财产总共应该有500k++吧…
被坑了10k~20k++…
25k 律师费…
我弟弟还在独中念书…
若，真的输了，
该怎么办呢？
该如何是好呢？
好怕好怕…

我好想好想诅咒那逃走的人。
诅咒他全家死了，只留下他一人。
身败名裂…
然后银行找到他，
要求他还钱……
自杀，下地狱，继续被折磨一生一世。

也许，看到这的人会说我坏，狠毒，记仇等等。
但是，要记得，这次的法庭宣告我爸爸赢，下次的法庭还不一定。
而且我爸爸还要为这个而烦恼几年。
在我爸爸痛苦的时候，
我诅咒的那个人，或许就在世界某个角落开心的过新年。
若发生在你家人身上，你会如何呢？

看到这篇文章的人，
请你们记得，千千万万不要向银行借钱。
你跟大耳窿借钱，后果只是死路一条，早点死，不需要连续的被折磨。
但是向银行借钱，后果会是第十八层地狱，身不如死。
还危害了你身边的人，这些罪，都足够让你死后下地狱了吧？

话说，大耳窿跟银行大致上都是一样的，
还是不要借钱最好了。

我爸爸，是无辜的，
希望我爸爸能够平安的度过这困难。

法律，请您让我见证下，所谓的 Justice 公正吧！

请别自视过高

2011-12-22T00:10:00.004+08:00

问某人要不要卖他的手工艺品。
某人要求，
一个物品要成本RM1或RM2！
真正的成本 = 少过RM1…
他讲，成本 = 真正的成本 + 他的汗血，时间。
这样讲是没有错…
但是，我们所得到的钱，60%将会归他所有。
若一个物品最多卖RM5，
再加上是手工，所以比较少…

就比如卖十个。
RM5 x 10 = RM 50

一个物品你要RM1或RM2成本。
RM50 - (2 x 10 or 1 x 10)= RM 30 or RM40

所赚到的钱，60%属于你的。
RM30 x 60% = RM18
or
RM40 x 60% = RM24

所以我们赚到的钱只有 RM12 or RM 16。

你赚到的钱有
RM18 + RM20 （成本）= RM38
or
RM 24 + RM10 （成本） = RM 34
还嫌不够？！LOL
RM50中，RM38 or RM 34 是他的，
也就是说，赚了76% or 68%！
哈哈哈哈哈…

65% 以下我还能接受。
76%？？！！
别疯了啦~
这是business，BUSINESS！
你有出名吗？
你有专业水准吗？？
你用的材料是上等的吗？？
你的东西每个人都会要买吗？？？
我们帮你卖，
还倒不如说是我们求其他人帮我们买！！！
结果我们卖了那么多，
只得到RM12 or RM16？

你说做part time还要好。
那你去做啊！！
part time 你辛辛苦苦做一天，
RM5 x 5 hours =RM 25
好啊！你去做啊！
你5个小时做一个，
RM1 or RM 2 + (RM5 x 60%) = RM5!
你做完了之后，摇脚，睡觉，
RM38 RM34 是你的。 LOL
应该要说，你做完，
你做多少个 (for example 5个)，
你就有RM25 or RM20进口袋了啦！LOL
还说1小时 = RM1??
你去做part time吧！go gO Go GO GO！！
让你去看老板的脸色吧！
让你去看顾客的脸色吧！
让你去站着一个小时吧！

你的手工出名吗？别人看了就会100%买吗？
你以为很容易卖吗？
好啊！我也去学做手工！
做了给你卖！
看你卖得到没有！！
我们卖是用求的…
在大学里，你以为每个人都有能力买吗？
没人会理会你卖的东西。
更没人会欣赏你的用心。

那我们花了四天，为了卖你那十个东西，
四天里面卖最少4个小时，16个小时，
那我们可以要我们的汗血钱吗？？？
便宜就好，RM0.50一个小时可以吗？？
RM0.50 x 16 = RM8
我们赚到的钱不过只是 RM12 or Rm 16 咧！
你都赚到不少了啊？而且你的是直接进你口袋。
我们所赚的钱是飞到组织里啊！

你认为，你花那五个小时，别人就要奖励你的用心时间吗？
那我花了六个小时，做一张卡片贺卡，画一张画，一张卖一块。
那我的成本呢？我的用心时间的钱呢？？
用RM1代表我的成本？
卡片卖两块？？？
哈哈哈哈哈哈…
卖得出吗？？？？
大学生的市场咧！ LOL
自己去卖啦！
去年你也是那么大牌，我没说什么。
这次请别那么过分！
我们有一大把事情做，不是帮你卖东西的人。

我还要看各种人的脸色，
组长要赞成这笔生意，还要看他们那不屑这赚到那么少的生意。
还要看买东西的人的脸色。LOL
少看一个人的脸色好过多一个人。
少卖一个小时你的东西好过多卖一个小时。
若我们有店铺，有冷气，有椅子，
那这些可以不用说。
但是，我们就是没有！！

反正这些钱我都无法碰触的，无法进入我口袋的。
那我为何要为了你的手工艺品而看你的脸色，组长的脸色，买东西的人的脸色呢？
我得到的东西 = 无。
知识？无。
经验？看人的脸色的经验吧！哈哈哈哈…
金钱？无。
人脉？人际关系？朋友？无。
反而浪费时间还有无谓的血汗就有很多。

这种生意，我卖不起啊！！
不敢高攀你那花费了那么崇高的汗血的手工艺品啊，
我还是乖乖的回去继续用我廉价的汗血，卖我那廉价的物品吧！
我也不需要卖你的东西。多了你的东西，不过只是增加了 RM12 RM18！
卖其他不需要看人脸色的东西还要好。

你敢说你不大牌吗？
回到现实吧！！！！

Assignment机器人

2011-12-15T05:54:00.003+08:00

我，就好像做Assignment的机器人。
拼命的做呀，做呀。
*Mission Accomplished*
**Next Assignment**
又轮到下一个Assignment了。
嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒…

我，昼夜不分，
尽情的敲打键盘。
让我的主机，
尽情的发挥XX公司新发明的乱扯功能。
嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒…

*Mission Accomplished*
**Next Assignment**
嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒… 嘀嗒…

我，真的好悲哀。 =')

可悲

2011-12-14T04:40:00.001+08:00

只有我觉得伤心吗？
或许我只能用可悲来形容。

希望，快乐。

2011-12-10T09:37:00.001+08:00

我能做的，
就只有让你开心，
掩饰你的不快乐。
或许我不是很了解你，
但是，我只希望你快乐。

*忙碌的一个星期，
我只差一个Assignment就完成了。
希望考试别考得那么差。=(

开心些？

2011-12-06T03:53:00.003+08:00

有人说，“为什么女生的blog很多都是伤感的啊？”

好吧好吧~
在两个assignment + 半个tutorial + 一个期中考 + 日语speaking test的压迫下，
我就说些每个人一直都在问我的问题吧！
况且，我好像都没有真正的回答~ XD

我跟俊仁（Darren)的恋情是如何开始呢？
仁说：“那时我躺在宛容的肩膀睡觉。”
我呢？
其实，实话说，
我应该是在那时第一次开会，
那时我们的组长解释还有分派我们的部门的工作，
而仁那时候，莫名的知道我的名字叫Tracy, 并把我改名为Cracy。
Cracy，他说，是他朋友的名字啦。
那时候，我就只是欣赏他的带动气氛的神功。=P
然后呢？
在世辩的期间，随着他的体贴，玩闹等，
我慢慢的开始主意他一些些咯。
因为我是属于慢热的人啊！

话说回来，
不是我让他随随便便就躺在我的肩膀的啊！
是他在我还没来得及反应之前就直接躺了。 =.=
然后不好意思推开，><
虽然在他睡觉的时候我其实是有摇一些些来让他睡醒啦。=X
还有运龙在我另一个旁边用“奇怪”的眼神看了一下下，
还有要跟我说话又不好意思说话的表情…
话说，感觉真的很尴尬。><
不过最后在辩论有人欢呼的时候我就乘机把他摇醒咯~ =P
若没错的话，
我记得然后他还想回去睡的…
不过我忘了是哪位“救”了我咯。

然后，许许多多的事情发生，
自然而然的，我们就在一起了咯~ ><

够开心的事情了吗？
说实话，这Blog的确给我弄到很emo啦…
我一点都不想回去看回我以前写的东西。
我只能说，因为我没眼看。
或许，当我老了，我才有勇气看回了吧！

该是时候回到现实了…
继续跟tutorial拼了…
继续emo的时候了…

=======未来行程=======

6/12 - 完成Contract tutorial。
6/12 or 9/12 - 完成legal method assignment （若能够），or
6/12 - 背日语的稿。
6/12 - 开始准备mid-term。
8/12 - Mid-term。
9/12 - Legal System assignment + Legal Method Assignment。
10/12 - 父母来马六甲。
11/12 - 合唱团练习。
11/12 - Contract Tutorial。（又来开始循环了）

==============================

**我真的真的真的很可悲。很对不起assignment跟我同组的人啊！我其实已经拖了好久Legal Method Assignment… =( … 但是，话说，这Assignment我真的找不到资料咧… =.=

心痛的感觉

2011-12-05T03:57:00.003+08:00

今早爬山，在我来到马六甲的第一次爬山。
这次跟着合唱团一起爬山，而且还在山上唱歌~
这感觉，很舒服。
若我们都是那么纯真，少了那些与自己为重的感觉，
我想，那感觉一定很棒吧！
希望全部人能够像这样，和和气气的在一起唱歌，玩耍。

不晓得是我的体力变差了，还是我有哮喘，
才爬那么一点点，
就感觉呼吸困难，
右边的胸口还疼呢！
眼前我只感觉到一黑一白，
若不是我坚持着不让自己倒下，
我想我也许真的会昏倒。
我体力或许真的变差很多了。

最近，常常跟合唱团一起玩，
竟然打破了我一个星期的花费的记录！
在一星期内竟然把一百块用完！
我该省省了。
说到要做到。

真正让我心痛的，不是上山那时候的心痛。
而是仁让我很心痛。
他说，他跟她只是好朋友。
他说，我们不需要语言的沟通，因为我们心灵相通。
他说，不想让我吃醋，所以约束着自己。
他说，他每次跟她讲话都会担心我。
他说，他想珍惜我。

但是，我还是很心痛。
我不想约束他交朋友，
我不想让他担心我。
我不想让他觉得有压力。
我不想让他一直想她。
所以我，真的很矛盾。

有时候，我会在想，
若不是有我的存在，
那时候与她传绯闻的不是其他人，
而是仁了吧！

也许，当他看到我写这些，
可能会质疑我为什么不信任他。
我只能说，我依然相信他。
只是，我还是会心痛，担心，
但绝对不是不相信。
若我跟其他男生很好，
他也一样会这样啊…
但是，我就是没有跟其他男生很好。
我已经是把交友范围缩成没事就跟其他男生聊天少过五句。
我不让他心痛，担心。
但是我的心痛，担心，却是我对他的不信任。
我真的不知道该说些什么了。

我放任他交友。
我不想约束他。
一切就这样顺其自然吧！
不要再心痛了。
不要再吃醋了。 =')

还有，在学业方面，
法律，我真的不想读了。
但是，若不想读，我真的不知道我该往哪儿走了。
我还有一个Tutorial，两个Assignment，一个Mid-term，还有一个日语Speaking Test。
我却没有兴趣完成，没有斗志。
等着我的事情还很多，
我应该要加把劲了。
别再想无谓的东西。

我还是回到了原点，
我原点的概念：凡是都要靠自己，别指望别人帮你。

加油！

=(

2011-11-26T02:19:00.003+08:00

别随便摆眼色给人家看！
这世界不是你的！

别人生日需要人家求你吃蛋糕？
呸！基本礼貌都没有！

随随便便就乱打人家！
还打那么打力！
以为你是神吗？
你有权力打人吗？

难怪这世界那么黑暗，
就是有那么多这种自以为是的人。
世界如此的庞大，
有多庞大，我们不知道。
但是偏偏就是那么多无知的人。
随随便便都能想出来的道理，
但很可惜，没人愿意花那一秒的时间想想。

世界末日时，请处理掉无知还有无耻的人吧！
也请您把我处理掉吧！
因为我没资格与他们同在，
我也不想再面对这些假面人了。

但是，因为我的任性，我却一直一直在伤害着唯一关心我的人。

Life goes on

2011-10-12T15:44:00.004+08:00

事情已过十二天了，我还是无法对这事情忘怀。

我不敢跟其他人说，因为我被骗去的钱还蛮多的。

话说，如果回到当时，

我还会跟他们去吗？
我应该会。

以当时的情况，我是别无选择了。

那里他们的同伙差不多有六七个。

每个都是男生。

我有机会逃吗？

我没有。

当时的保安也不在附近。

如果回到当时，

我会选择不跟他们讲话，

推开他们跑去上LRT吧！

说的容易，做的难。

至少我以后再那里会更加小心些。

每当想起这件事，

都会想起他们的表情。

他们那假惺惺的表情。

更加正确的说法，

他们那非常高兴有人可以骗的表情。

让我觉得，他们真的是该入地狱了。

说实话，为什么我会被骗走那么多钱呢？

因为我真的是被拉着去银行拿钱。

我大意了，我不小心让他们看到我的银行卡。

我很后悔，很后悔。

我去拿钱的时候，那人还在我旁边看。

我很后悔。

但是，我当时无法逃脱。

因为我的东西还留在他们的公司。

他们还尝试叫我留下我更加贵重的东西。

还好我没有。

他们已设计好的布局，

我一点都无法找出破琔。

我是在为我找借口吗？

或许是吧！

我无法原谅他们的所作所为，还有对话。

我更无法原谅我自己的愚蠢。

但我至少没事，

这是我唯一能够安慰自己了的。

这是教训，是没错。

它教我不能再随意附和别人了。

我不能再让我的心软。

我必须要坚定！

虽然如此，我还是很心痛。

心痛我被骗走了的钱，

还有心痛我记忆里有那么邪恶的人还有那些不好的事情。

我该如何减轻我对自己的罪恶感呢？

我对他们，恨之入骨！

我好想诅咒他们！

但是，这只是显出了我的愚蠢与天真！

其中一人，给了我他的电话，

但我无法提起勇气去打。

我好想好想把这电话给其他邪恶的人，

让他们去骚扰他。

毕竟我是天蝎座，

我没报仇，难消我心中的恨啊！=(

但是，我却不晓得我该如何报复。

惟有在心中感到悲伤。

或许，我应该要附和我部落格的主题：“Life goes on”。

“生活，是不会为你而停留的。”

悔

2011-09-30T22:01:00.003+08:00

除了这里，我想，应该没有更好的地方给我发泄了吧？

今天，在巴士车站遇到了那些负责宣传/抽奖等的人员。

上次，我也遇过，但今天不一样的是，我被逼着抽奖，捐款。

请注意！是被“逼”着的。

上次我以报假年龄来逃脱，

而这次，我是完全被一群人围着。

首先，一个人堵着我的去路，向我索求拨款之类的东西。

他们卖分别为三十及六十块的钢笔及小熊。

而他没有说一定要给他们钱！

他明明就说请写下你的名字！#^@%&#%

那就算了！三十块就当作是出自于怜悯之心！

刚给了他三十块，他的另外一个同伴就上前来，

跟我说，我在他那里写了名字，所以请我在写多一次在另外一个表上！

半信半疑，写了名字，他妈的再跟我要钱！！@%#^%$%

没办法，他说写了名字不可以不给… @^$##&$&^&

王八蛋！！就算了吧！我给另外一个三十块…

就这样，口袋里多了两枝不三不四的钢笔！三十块一枝！

还跟我说有香味这些之类的东东…

妈的！我管它有香味不！六十块可以买十枝Pilot笔！

妈的！这种不三不四+饼干外形的笔，连一枝Kilometrico都不如！！$@%^%#$^!

没关系！被坑了六十块，就再来多两位王八蛋要我抽奖！

上次抽了以报假年龄逃过，但这次，他们在我还在blurrrrr着的时候问我年龄…

报假年龄是行不通了的咯… 然后抽奖…

他妈的！我抽两次：上次和这次，

怎么都是中了头奖啊？？！！

他妈的还说我很幸运… 你的头！！！！

我赶着去搭LRT，你跑来跟我说，

中了头奖，所以刚快跟我们去公司领奖…

妈的！我才不要！管他是BMW还是什么旅行奖励！我不要！

但是，他们不让我走！我苦苦哀求他们，说服他们将近二十分钟！

要挥一挥袖子走人都不行！硬要我跟他们去公司领奖…

结果没办法，就跟他们去咯！！！搭的士！

他妈的！我才不管你把你的身份证交给我还是什么的！

我不屑这些奖品！BMW什么的，统统给我去死！！

我很后悔很后悔…

在他妈的公司里讲了三十分钟++给我看我拿到的礼物是什么之类的。

拿到的是什么玉床单…

拿了那玉床单给我看…

我才不屑！管你它是不是十多千块的东西！

我才没有什么眼光去评价它的价值！我

只知道，那么多玉在上面，睡得时候只会觉得很硬难睡而以！

他妈的！还要我出三千块给政府税！

去死吧！

接下来的事，我真的不想再回忆起了……

不过我没事~ 放心吧~

七月九日 ^^

2011-07-09T22:41:00.003+08:00

七月九日。

这日子可算是我早在几个月前期待的日子。

对，几个月前。

不是任何跟政治有关的东西。

说也无奈，

我这期待已久的日子竟然会因为政治而留下了污点。

我期待的七月九日是一个普通又风和日丽的日子。

但往往事实与幻想总隔着非常遥远的距离。

星期三，拜托朋友帮我买燕菜~

星期四，刚好一堂无聊的课取消了~ XD

买了一罐Ribena还有砂糖就跑到明倍家做Jelly~

星期五，考试考不好，在深思与反省的当儿中，还不忘了去明倍家拿已完成的Jelly~

再去蛋糕店买了蜡烛~

去他家偷偷把Jelly放进冰箱~

再慢慢的等待七月九日的到来~ ^^

星期六，凌晨，还在想如何把那Jelly拿出来~ @@

借机跑到厨房拿出来~

在他面前关灯… =.=... 和风扇…

把Jelly拿出来，唱生日歌…

唱到一句，发觉我唱到好难听… 所以干脆不继续唱了~ XD

^^ 至少我所想祝福与表达的，

都抵达你那里了~

至于你了解我的所花的心思吗，

就让你自己来想吧…

希望你能够开开心心的过有我在的第一个生日，虽然是那短短的几个小时。

仁，生日快乐~

（我竟然忘了拍下那Jelly与那点燃了的蜡烛的样子!! T.T 遗憾遗憾~）

父亲节

2011-06-18T00:41:00.004+08:00

父亲节快乐~ =)
谢谢您。

这几个字大概能够概括了我想说的吧！

对我而言，
重要的，不是字面上的花花绿绿，神采飞扬。
重要的，而是在我心底那说不出口的感情吧！

四天

2011-05-11T23:50:00.003+08:00

还剩四天啊… 四天！！
还剩四天的时间来准备考试啊啊啊啊~~
但是，我还是没有心情读书啊~ TT
原本打算今天读完一科~
但是，因为我的懒惰，这计划失败了… TT

我还是无法专心。
思绪一直飘到考完试的日子。
考完那天，我就能够搬到新的住所开始新的生活。
然后呢，还有这个假期我终于能够去北京了！跟我家人~ ^^
还有还有，我要register Degree的科目~
过了这个假期，我就能够正式的称自己为law student了！^^
（不过请注意！是law student里菜鸟中的菜鸟中的菜鸟中的菜鸟！任何法律的东西，别来找我~ XD）
还有前提是我是否能够在这次的考试过关…
然后还有在想着准备什么生日礼物~ ^^

你看，思绪飘到很远很远了…
有谁能把我拉回来吗？TT
去读书啊~ 去读书啊~
不知今夜还为破晓前，我能够读完一科吗？
差不多应该还有少过一百面啊~ TT
然后还有其他科要准备啊……

还有还有，若世界将要末日了…
那请您快点末日吧！
不要再折腾我们了…
那么热的天气，把我折腾到在一天里冲那么多次凉啊……
我在这里没有冷气吹啊~ TT
好热好热~ TT
为什么天气要那么热呢？
为了惩罚我们人类吗？
那您是否知道，天气越热，就越多人开冷气吗？
地球被人类破坏的速度反而会更快…
终而言之，还是要跟大家说，请喝多点开水啊！
不要病倒了~

当冬夜渐暖

2011-04-29T14:52:00.006+08:00

“当冬夜渐暖，当大海也不再那么蓝，当月色的纯白变得阴暗，

那只是代表快乐不再那么简单，笑容不再那么灿烂…”

还是觉得，藤井树的 “当冬夜渐暖”

比孙燕姿的 “当冬夜渐暖” 还要好听，也有一种似成相似的感觉。

当我第一次在电视上听到孙燕姿唱的 “当冬夜渐暖”，

心有种期待，

期待她能够诠释这首歌的无奈和哲理，

但是即使听了一遍又一遍，还是无法理解孙燕姿的诠释。

所以，我还是比较喜欢藤井树的版本~ =P

至今，我还在犹豫。

犹豫着是否该参加合唱。

好想好想突破些什么，

好想好想改变些什么，

但是我没那份勇气。

我没勇气在别人面前唱歌。

我没勇气突破自己。

勇气不是说说就会降临你身边的。

更不是只要你说句 “加油！你行的！”，

你就会有所有的勇气，奋不顾身的往前迈进。

加油打气里，无论有多少的感叹号，结果都是一样的。

说来说去，我还是在原点，

一样的烦恼，一样的犹豫，一样没勇气。

说到底，一切都没有改变。

当冬夜渐暖后，我是否能给我自己一个答案呢？

加油加油！！

2011-03-27T00:58:00.007+08:00

无论发生什么事，

我都会在你身边，

陪着你，到永远。❤

加油，别放弃！

别放弃你的愿望，你的目标，你的斗志，你的原则！

再大的困难，再麻烦的事，

在心情低落，在烦恼无助，

你要知道，

我会一直陪着你，不放弃不嫌弃你，

只要你也别放弃。

星空

2011-02-26T23:33:00.006+08:00

我是何时开始迷恋上小星星啊？

以前我以为，我只喜欢月亮。

现在却增添了小星星在我脑海里。

马六甲的夜空有许多许多的星星。

与雪兰莪的夜空很不一样。

我无法忘记昨夜的夜风，那星空，还有有你的感觉。

可爱的小星星~ ^^

上课闷，平时很多人都是吃糖子。

有谁看过有人带软糖去吃啊？ XD

我要吃软糖~~ ^^

蓝色小星星

2011-02-13T01:44:00.002+08:00

天上有颗可怜的蓝色小星星，

被坏人摘了下来送到我手心~

但那蓝色的小星星没有怨恨，

依然静静的微笑的看着我们~

明天是情人节咯~ ^^

成绩~

2011-02-13T01:03:00.004+08:00

成绩出啦~

3.64~ 哈哈…

与3.67擦肩而过… ==

话说我是想拿奖学金的…

但是看到这种成绩，

还是会觉得心有余而力不足啊！

算了吧~

要知足，适可而止。

反正我是很平常的学生，

成绩可说好，但是又不是很好。

我应该要感到高兴还是悲哀呢？

我父母从不要求我拿很好很好成绩。

而且还称赞我不错…… =__=

这个学期我还是不要期望太高好了…

英文有点难的感觉~

还有上次我原本还以为我能拿3.67的…

没想到……唉~ 算了算了~

尽力就好，尽力就好~

Sem 2 FInal Exam

2011-01-13T16:59:00.005+08:00

#@%$#*&!@%#@&#%@!^#*!@%$#*&@%$#*&$

%@!^#*@%$#*&@%$#*&%!@!$#*@&@^%!*#$@

@$*@#@!#*&!%$@^%@%$#*&@!~~~~~~~~~~~

好了，发泄完毕。

继续读书。@@

加油加油！

２０１１抒情曲~

2011-01-02T00:55:00.008+08:00

再见了２０１０～

２０１１年，我该欢迎你的到来？还是该以无所谓的心情迎接你呢？

新的一年了，

我又带着一些遗憾及懊恼离开。

一年复一年，

为何我总在新年有这些感受呢？

每年都会带着那傻乎乎的表情，

然后去感叹时间的飞逝。

自己到底有多少的改变呢？

从年头至今，我还无法找出答案。

我只知道，我有些改变了，

但我，还是我。

我的信念，坚持，感觉，都没变。

在这新的一年的第一天，

却发生了一些不愉快的事。

我无法谅解，

为何有些人不能够接受某些事情，

就以生气来表达。

唉，新的一年，

为何没有擦出全新的火花呢？

我好希望那个人，

今年能够跟他们好好相处，

希望他们的关系能够改善吧！

这我就只好把它当成２０１１年的插曲吧～

希望片尾曲会是好的～

而主题曲，当然是血拼啦！

哈哈…　如我所愿的，

我终于买到了新鞋～　^^

但因为某些原因而放在桌上，

结果我妈讲穿的时候会打脚…　T.T

我不要～　不是我放的啦！～

呵呵…　继续继续...

还有买了总共四件新衣～^^

很可惜的是，我找不到适合我的裤子…

让我惊讶的是，

新年的促销打的折扣好多哦…

我弟弟姐姐还有我的衣服＝八件。

再加上弟弟姐姐还有我的新鞋子＝三双。

外加我爸爸一些用品等…

一共是２７０…

而且买的东西平常都是很贵的哦～

现在折扣到这种地步。

唉～　最没想到的是，

一个看起来还蛮不错的百货公司里，

可以看到非常以路边巴刹类似的情形…

哈哈…　请用自己的想象力吧！

现在的社会还真难生存啊！

以前的纯真和纯朴，都去了哪里？

为了生存，而做了好多好多的事情。

也许我现在看到的，

会是我以后的情形。

有时候，我还真的希望２０１２年是世界末日啊！

这腐烂了的社会，这仅存几分感动的社会。

让一切都结束，重新开始。

不过，这也只会是我的狂想曲。

现实里，你我都不知接下来的那一秒会发生什么事。

回到现实中吧！

大约再过十四天就要考试了～

有点担心，但没心情。

好想画画，但没灵感。

好想做很多很多的事，但没那份毅力。

新的一年啊！！

我怎么没有像之前有的那些动力呢？

也没有像之前有那焕然一新的感觉，

更不像之前那样的那份期待和振作，

只能说，我很累。

续去年的决心，我要在新年画画来迎接新的开始。

但现在已过了１／１／１１，

我却没画出任何东西。

这感觉，就好像你还没完成一些事情，但却力不从心。

没有你的新年，感觉很不好受。打给你的电话，你却忙，感觉很寂寞。很想你，想打给你，却怕你在忙着。这感觉，好寂寞。对不起。

冬至

2010-12-22T21:04:00.003+08:00

冬至快乐~ ^^

但是很可惜的是，在这节日赶着完成assignment。

有点大煞风景的感觉… 哈哈…

我很幸福。

我在这繁忙的星期，日夜赶着assignment。

而且还要开始读书了。

但是今天冬至，

仁还亲手搓汤圆煮给我吃~ ^^

虽然味道普通，

还有一个特别的ribena汤圆，

但是感觉好温馨好温馨。

今天拿到了会计考卷，

13.3/20。

与我那天从考场走出来的样子来看，

这分数已经是不错了。

做人要懂得知足。

虽然，我是很清楚的明白这成绩不是很理想。

我果然还是要多多加油啊！

除此之外，我还在想，

我是不是讲话很过分呢？

有时候，我开玩笑的到处顶撞他人的言词。

也许，我没发觉，不是每个人都能够跟我玩啊！

也许，我没发觉，他们其实很介意我所说的话。

有时候，不要开口讲话比较好…

有时候，我觉得还是以前的我比较好吧！

安安静静… 不要讲话…

这样就不会伤到人了。

就算与朋友的关系疏远了。

但是，这样比起来，

不要伤到人比较好吧！

对不起，对不起，对不起，对不起，对不起，对不起，对不起…

若你觉得这是属于你的对不起，

请你来认领吧！

*不过绝对不是copy paste的对不起！这是真诚的对不起啊…

虚空

2010-12-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

一片空白。

这是上一个小时半的我。

拿着会计考卷，

写下第一个我记得的账目。

然后呢？

不知道。

我无法结算那账单。

我忘了一些程式。

这感觉，有点虚空。

唉，既然考了，

就不要再去想吧！

还有期末考。

我还要再努力努力努力读书。

下星期开始还有很多的Presentations和Assignments…

有点力不从心的感觉啊！ =(

迟来的祝福

2010-11-23T13:46:00.002+08:00

在外上网，线路非常差…
在家上网，线路却不通…

唉~ 可悲~
哈哈… 但是今早终于修好了~ ^^

首先，22/11~ 先祝我妈妈生日快乐！~

Happy Birthday！~

但是她人在东马，而且这也是我迟到的祝福~

愿你每天都开心，不要天天生气骂人了啦~ XD

嘿嘿~

Next，23/11~ 祝净航生日快乐！~ ^^

愿你的武术越练越精致+威力十足~ 哈哈…

少不了的，还是祝你每天都开心啦~

还有还有，差点忘了，

13/11~ 建文，生日快乐~~ XD

迟来的生日祝福~

愿你在异乡能够学习独立，

能够变得更坚强~

在学业方面也别给自己太大的压力啦~ =P

加油~

10/11~ 生日快乐啊~ 颖祺~~

希望我没写错名字啦~

这也是我迟寄的祝福~

也愿你每天都开心~ ^^

希望身边的每个人都开开心心的过日子。

没有什么特别的原因，

就纯粹的开心，就是一种幸福。

生日快乐 =)

2010-11-07T00:53:00.010+08:00

7/11/2010

祝我生日快乐... =)
希望接下来的日子会更好~

今天，也是母难日。
谢谢妈妈把我生下来，
让我体会人生的一切。

祝福我身边的人永远开心幸福~

生日快乐~

2010-11-04T11:02:00.007+08:00

4/11/10~ 祝我姐生日快乐啊~ ^^

可惜我忙，不然我现在可以画给你当礼物… =P

也许，没有也许…

2010-10-31T03:46:00.005+08:00

也许，我真的很令人反感；

也许，我说话真的伤他人；

也许，我的行为令人反感；

也许，我的决定让人讨厌；

也许，我的思维没人了解。

也许，我没发觉每个人都迁就我的任性；

也许，我脾气不好另他人的心情也不好；

也许，我无法完全了解他人的所作所为；

也许，我自以为自己能看透他人的思想。

也许，没有也许…

也许，没有也许………

那我根本就是没资格找到知己的人。

想想我身边到底有几个人是把我放在朋友第一的…

……

…………

………………

……………………

………………

…………

……

也许，没有。

也许，我头脑进水，想不到有谁。

也许，没有也许。

也许，没有也许……

这世界……

2010-10-29T20:28:00.008+08:00

这世界，好无奈。

以前，我一直在感叹，

这世界，几乎是没有人能够理解我的思维。

现在，我依然如此的感叹着。

前几天，Selina因拍戏发生了差错而受重伤。

这不是任何人想要的啊！

我只能说，

这就是人生。

每个事业，都有自己的风险。

而拍戏自然也有很高的风险。

所以受伤了，也怪不了谁。

受伤了，就要勇敢面对。

心灵弱的人就应该得到怜惜及安慰吗？

心灵较强的人就没必要慰问及安慰吗？

人的心灵再怎么强，也会有脆弱的时候啊…

这世界就是这样。

每个人，都希望被人了解，

但人，却不会试着了解他人。

每个人，都希望别人明白他人，

但人，却不会站在别人角度明白他人。

唉，这世界就是这样。

也许，我自己也包括在内。

我以自己的思考方式来看待事件，

有多少的人会明白呢？

也许，我不是你，你也不是我。

但是，又何必否认我所有的意见呢？

然后强行的要求我接受你们的意见。

不接受我的意见也就算了，

但你还误解我的意思。

坚决说没想到我是这样的人。

我说啊，

你何必去打感情牌呢？

让其他人认为，

这完完全全都是我的错，我是自私，我是冷血的。

两个字，失望。

他人有尝试了解我吗？

若有，就至少会听我的意见，

再否认我的意见吧！

但请别强逼我接受你的意见，

我认为你的意见有道理，才会考虑接受。

他人啊，

只想要我了解他们，

只想要我赞同他们，

而他们却不需要了解我。

这世界就是这样。

跌倒了，就要自己爬起来。

谁也帮不了。

与其到处去寻找那能够搀扶你的人，

还倒不如你学学如何自己爬起来啊！

因为，这世界就是如此的残酷。

现在，我好失望，好难过，好无奈。

却没有一个靠岸。

现在，远在柔佛的你，也要面对许多许多。

而我只能在这里想着你。

这世界就是这样，有好多好多的荆刺在前方，

奸笑的等着我们。

这世界，就是这样……

致，仁

2010-10-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

致亲爱的你，

因为你  没有谁能替代
因为你  在所以我存在
我不要在分开
把时间停下来买下来  让烟火坠不下来
因为你  历史都能更改
没有你  我就不要未来
当世界都崩坏  只要回忆还在
你的爱  就能让我活过来
当烟火停在那片天空  当人海被定格了不动
当心跳只有一种曲风  没有什么什么让爱情走不动
因为你  没有谁能替代
因为你  在所以我存在
我不要在分开
把时间停下来买下来  让烟火坠不下来
因为你  历史都能更改
没有你  我就不要未来
当世界都崩坏  只要回忆还在
你的爱  就能让我活过来
“东于哲 -  因为你” 

我不需要你有多英俊，
我不需要你有多聪明，
我只需要唯一的你  在我身边。

在这阴险的城市，
在这狂风暴雨中，
你为我塑造的靠岸  避风港。
只有你  我才能够感受到，
什么才叫做真诚。

无论遇到什么事，
我都会站在你身边，支持你，尽我所能的帮助你。
我不想看到你不开心，生气，还有伤心。

但是  人生难免会有酸苦辣，
所以  我能做的，
就只有为你调制甜味来淡化它。

但是  我还是贪婪的希望，
我为你调制的，
能够遮盖其它，
让你觉得幸福。

我希望，
你是我的第一位，
也是我的最后一位。

我已习惯了你的呵护，
永远只想和你在一起，白头偕老。
可以吗？

爱你的我。

3.48~~

2010-10-09T15:24:00.007+08:00

3.48~~ 3.48. 3.48~~~ ^^

Wahahaha... Never ever thought that it's 3.48! My ever first examination in MMU!~ Haha... Lucky me~

Computer Applications A~

LOL.. Can describe it by using the Mathematical reasoning:

"The lesser I studied, the higher my marks. " XD

I just read it on the last day before the exam man. I never touched it before that. But anyway, Computer Apps is not that tough and IT stuffs seem to be one of my interest too. Hehe... This is the only subject I get for an A. Blekkk. =P

General Principle of Law B+~

This is the scariest subject. Haha...

*Memory Flashback*

I was actually shaking when I do the writings for this paper. The air-con above me was actually dripping water! Well, on my shoulder at the very last minute in the examination. Haha... The worst is, I couldn't remember anything once I read the first question! XD I actually forgotten all the authorities and provisions that I memorize so hard the day before the examination. Haiz. Can't really finish it on time too. Just simply draw up a conclusion with one sentence. =P

So Wow~ Really unexpected to get a B+ for it. B+!! Not B-... Haha.. XD

Malaysian Legal History B-

Wakaka... History B-!! Lolz.. Seriously, I did forgot almost everything in the exam. I only managed to write down few points and the rest all craps. Haha.. B- is consider as not bad lah for me. ^^ After all I'm not that person that can memorize things well. =P

English B+~

Well...... Allister~~ This proves that my english is bad~~ Wahaha...

Leave me alone!!~ My dear little brother..... T.T Can you stop talking about Maple Story with me just AT LEAST 2 hours? Can you stop your attitude as a highness? T.T It's damn annoying.. One more day then I will be going back to Malacca. Chill Tracy... Chill~~~ T.T

First Sem Break

2010-09-27T20:01:00.003+08:00

Exam is over!~ ^^

Hehe.. Feel relieved now and I'm free enough to accept any gathering~ Hahaha.. Anyone go plan one gathering ya! Now I keep on watching movie and finding a game or something to play with.

First reminder to myself, pray everytime before sleep. Yeah! I have to pray for my exam to PASS. I just want to pass for my first semester only. Haiz. Three months study and we have to revise for the subject which it's textbook have more than 300+ pages. Form 4 and Form 5 history is really nothing at all. I had ask my dad for advices on my final. He really poured a whole bucket of freezing cold water towards me. Damn. This is my first time that I hope for passing the exam only. Haiz. Besides, I want to pray for my dear to pass his exam too. ^^ Gambate!!~

Second reminder, I shouldn't stay in honeymoon for a very long time. After these three weeks of suffers and hell-like situation, I need to study start from the very beginning. I need to polish my English too.

Third reminder, I want to return to my dearest drawings!! =) Wakakaka.....

Have to start gathering all my ideas and skills now. ^^

My dad keep on complaining that I didn't call home when I'm in Malacca. Oh god. I didn't call back for two weeks back there in Malacca due to the exam preparations. I forgotten about it. Haiz. Now they keep on complaining that I didn't miss home at all. Damn annoying man.

While my mom, keep on complaining that I didn't take good care of my face. Damn. I'm trying and I did take care of my skin behind your back. Damn damn annoying. Although yes. They did care for me and all that. But please use the correct tone of yours and make it simple and less flames. Please stop all the babbling.

Haiz. Anyway, thanks very very much for buying me a coat. THX!! I'm touched. It cost about rm270. Damn expensive. Haiz. My first coat. I will keep it well and use it throughout my university life. =)

P/s: Gathering gathering gathering gathering~~~ ^^

Final exam is coming. omg.

2010-09-04T23:09:00.005+08:00

Go back to the track. AND START STUDY.

But.

How to read history without diagrams beside?

How to read history that is written with the font of 8??

How to read history that is equal to Form 4 and Form 5's history in three months???

How to read history with open-minded????

How to read history without FALLING ASLEEP?????

Oh damn.

General Principle need to memorize the cases, the points and the authorities.

General Principle presentation which carries 15 marks in final is a BIG failure.

Oh damn.

English speaking test is a mere failure.

My grammar sucks.

Damn.

Computer got 11 chapters to read and memorize.

Time is limited.

T.T

Better start study now....

And....

I stay in Malacca so that I got extra time to study lahhhhh... Why everyone keep saying me that I'm staying here to accompany bf d?? Sobz.... T.T Back to hometown sure everyday go out or watch tv or do other things that is unrelated to study.

So please don't say like that anymore. Zzzz.... It kinda pissing me off. (Although I'm still smiling through my facial)

study study study study...

*study mode was hardly switched on*

多久没这样，花了一些时间写部落格了呢？

2010-08-12T09:42:00.012+08:00

突然有种感觉，好想用华文来写字。

有位朋友净航说，

华文，是最优美的文字。

的确，华文在所有的文字当中是最优美，最能扣人心弦的语文。

但我的法律，不需要华文…

突然有种感觉，好想离开法律的一切。

虽然口口声声说，

我是被逼，还有因为缘分而选择了法律。

但事实上，选择权还是在我手上，是自己选择了这条路。

抛弃绘画，抛弃音乐，抛弃数学。

到底是对的选择还是是错误呢？

在众人面前讲话，从来都不是我的点心。

在众人面前讲英文，这是叫做雪上加霜。

下个星期，有两个 presentations。

一个是英文，一个是马来西亚法律历史。Malaysian Legal History。

我不知道华文是什么… 姑且这样称呼它吧!

经上次的经验后，我明白了。

无论我在众人面前看来有多冷静，

我还是无法掩饰，我讲话时的紧张。

唉唉… 选择了这条路，

就要继续走下去吧!

奇迹的出现，来自相信的坚持。-《大日子》导演，青元。

很喜欢这句子。

希望奇迹的每一个人，却忘了奇迹的发生，

是为拥有坚强的信念，坚强的意志，顽强和固执的人。

该是时候播电话回家了。

没有特别的思念，没有特别的话想说，

但身为游子的我，应该要向家人报平安了。

好多话想讲，

但看着电脑荧幕，Blogger 的 New Post 那里的时候，

却发觉到，我能够用文字拼出来的，

就只有这些…

就只有这些……

能善用时间的人，比能掌握自己努力的方向。-证严法师。

去做些有意义的东西吧!

好久好久没有努力的读书，

认真地画画……

勤力的打扫…

悠闲弹吉它……

好好的思考…

无聊的发呆一整个下午…

还有细细的聆听音乐的感动了。

今天是几号？

我开始与世界脱节了~

生活也没什么次序…… 嘿嘿…

我现在才发觉到，我很任性啊!

加油!

还有要提醒自己一句：

“考试要到了… 虽然离现在还有一个月，

但每天无所事事，

一个月，显然是不够的。

那时别说是天才，奇迹也帮不了我了~”

嘿嘿…

还有那些没去留意在我的facebook的人。

没错，我的status有所更动了。呵呵…

嘿! 大家，都应该还过得不错吧？

至少，别失去了方向……

还有别失去那原有的感觉……

因为，我们都已经不是那年的我们了。

所以，失去了一切，

也不能失去了方向和灵魂。

不知下次，又会有什么样的自己来写这部落格呢？

我不知道，所以只能做好现在的自己。

还有还有，

我选择的英文演讲题目：

Should we legalized the sale of human organ?

对，没错就是这题目了!

希望“你”能够带我走到安全地带啦!

forever logistic

2010-07-29T10:09:00.003+08:00

Debate tournament had ended. No. It's not the end. It's the new beginning of our friendship. ^^ Cheers for logistic group~~ Haiz... No matter how I wanted to avoid from talking too much, but still, I have to say thanks to everyone for the laughters, considerations, forgiveness for my mistakes and last but not least, sweet memories~! =)

Whenever I looked back at the photos we had taken throughout the tournament, I couldn't hold back and smile. Haha. The heart ached inside but smile are written on the face. My room mate even said I'm insane. Haha. Imagine, a girl stare at the computer and smile. Haha. It's totally looked like an insane. XD I never never ever regret for joining this event and logistic group. My first choice when I wrote on the form is of cause logistic group! ^^ My instincts really never fail to amaze me and bring me to the correct path. This is what I called, faith and destiny. Yeah. We are in this together and bounded with destiny. I hope everyone of us can stay like that forever. Nothing can last forever. But yet, I'm greedy. I'm greedy to hope that our bonds will not be broken for eternity. Haha. This is the first time I felt like this.

Yes. This is the first time I felt like this. Being connected to everyone and hold by a bond which is stronger than sigma bond. Even in National Service, I couldn't felt this kind of emotions. I cried at the end of the National Service. This time, I don't want to cry. Honestly, I almost cried when Vooi Ping talked to us and cried. Hehe. But I held it back and smile to cover it. I really don't want to cry. I cried in National Service, because I know that we will not see each other again. This time I know that we will be together more than as a family until everyone of us graduate. No. Not until graduate. Until forever. Can it be possible? I don't care whether it is possible or not. I will continue hope for it. Hehe....

No matter it is our bondings, memories, friendships, laughters, experiences and many more. It's a part of my heart already. Logistic forever~~

Seven weeks

2010-07-21T15:42:00.006+08:00

Why? In seven weeks only. Everything happened just in seven weeks in MMU. Oh gosshhh..... Suddenly feel emo again. Haiz. Too many things happened and I can't catch up what had happened in this seven weeks.

From Puchong to Malacca, MMU to BBU, BBU to EP. Lots of assignments, activities, lectures, laughters... Malacca Mall, Bus Station, Dataran Pahlawan, Jusco, and finally A Famosa.... From Ying Qi to Chu Han, then Pei Yee, then Tina, then.... BBU's housemates... Then Shibian...

I missed 5S1 again~

许友彬 wrote the novel of 七天 that full of emotions, thoughts and conflicts. But anyway, this novel couldn't compared to every emotions, thoughts and conflicts that had happened in this seven weeks.

Last but not least, what am I writing about? Don't ask me. I don't know. =P

Seven weeks is a very long period of time but at the same time, it's not.

Long post for my recent life~ ^^

2010-07-09T22:14:00.009+08:00

Woots~ Long time never update my blog. XD It's because lots and lots of things happened these days. It's not that I'm very busy though. It's just that there's too many things needed to be sorted out in my mind and I couldn't put it in words into the blog. Okay.... I have to deal it sooner or later anyway. Lets start off with the activities that I'm now currently busy with.

Firstly, World Debate Tournament. I joined as the committee member to make this big event successful. This event is, really, very big. Almost every night we got a group meeting. =P I had joined the group as a Event Field Group. It means that we had to decorate and make sure the event goes smoothly. Lolz. Besides, we have to sell tickets for the final.

Who want to watch the grand final of the tournament??~ RM15 per ticket~ 25th July 2010, 4.30pm at A Famosa's Resort~ Come and join in this big event bah~!

Anyway, I doubt I can sell all the 3 tickets on my hand... Haha.. XD Unless anyone there buy the tickets for me~ =D

Next, there's lots of group assignments. Anyway, General Principle of Law's assignment just passed up by our leader. What I can say about this assignment is, the group members include me just find the information on the topic only. The rest was all done by the leader. Wth. The leader is so "independent"... =X It's a group assignment you know? It's not an individual assignment. I didn't even see the folio done by leader. Zzz......

Now currently we got to do Malaysian Legal History's group assignment and Computer Applications' group assignment. Legal History.... Hmmn..... I don't know where to start off. Haha. XD Computer Applications, well, the group is very "DEMOCRATIC". Haha. =_= Chose me as the leader. Zzz..... Nice one. Wanna see how am I going to lead you all to the hell?? Haha. Joking lah. Don't take it real man. I will try my best lo. =P I will say it first, I'd never became a leader in assignments before. =_= Gosh.... Luckily this assignment doesn't come together with presentation. I didn't actually do anything since no topic for me. It feels uneasy and uncomfortable since I'd already get used to my role as a group member and not as a leader. And even get used to criticize the leaders. So now is my time to criticize myself? Haha. Just joking. XD Anyway, I just can wait for others to find the informations and then only is my turn to complete it. =P

Guess what? Our next exam is on 23th July. English test. Yeah, one subject only. Haha. XD But what should I study for this English test? Hmmn.... And yes, I definitely need to polish my English. =P Besides, I have to find a Law Dictionary since the General Principle got lots of law terms. Haiz.... Which publisher is the best for Law Dictionary?

My legs are terribly pain man. =( Everyday climbing up and down using stairs in EP. Haha. Wonder when I can get used to it? I know, almost everyday I keep on complaining about my legs and EP. Haha. XD Lack of exercise I guess.......

Third, CHEERS for the Classic Orchestra~~ Well done for the first concert. ^^ All that efforts throughout the whole year are worth for it. I was touched by the performances and all this reminded me of the years when I joined Classic Orchestra. I missed Classic Orchestra very much. =) After listening to this concert, I have the urge to join the Chinese Orchestra in MMU. I had thought bout that since the week of registration of clubs. But in the end, I hesitated too much and I missed that registration. Oh well, maybe it's just my five minutes interests. I have to study hard for Law too. So I shouldn't think too much bout it. XD

Anyway, I can't deny that I loves musics so much. ^^ When my room mate searching for musics to be used in her company's event, I helped her a little bit and just by listening to the musics that she opened, I knew that my passions toward musics are still, burning in my soul. ^^ Drawing..... It seems like I'd never touched it for ages. Hmmn.... Planning to draw something like a diary. Yeah, the diary from the day I stepped into MMU. It's not like comic though. With words. Perhaps in Chinese? XD But how? I still couldn't run from my usual style of drawing. Sad to say it, I couldn't draw it out. =(

Last but not least..... GERMANY LOST. Omg.... I thought they can make it to the final this year. T.T I supported them since the World Cup on 2006 leh. Last time they get third place (If I'm not mistaken) and now?? Don't tell me that they are planning to take third place every World Cup man. =_= I don't want Spain to get champion since they had beaten Germany. Wakaka..... XD

Moved away from BBU to EP on 23th June. =(

2010-06-26T15:10:00.004+08:00

First of all, welcome Mean Bei to Multimedia University in Malacca!!~ ^^

It's a very long story and I felt lazy to talk about it. XD

Okay, in short, I moved to Emerald Park (EP) from the house in Bukit Beruang Utama (BBU). EP is an apartment specially for MMU's students to stay over there. But still, I think BBU is far more better than EP..... =(

EP has better security. Yes, I have to admit it. Visitors need a special pass or something to get in. That's mean if you are lazy person like me, you would rather not to bring anyone in the EP include friends. =(
EP has shop lots on the ground floor. I had moved to EP for almost 3 days. But I haven't gone to the stalls there to eat or even the markets to buy anything. I just eat biscuits during breakfast. What an unhealthy lifestyle. =(
Now here's the cons, my room is on the 4th floor. No lifts. Everyday I have to climb up and down for at least 4 times.YES, it's a good opportunity to exercise. But no, when you feel tired after the whole day of lectures plus some walkings in the university. By the way, SPECIAL THANKS to Mean Bei and Mean Shan for helping me carry my things up to 4th floor when I'm moving to EP. If not, I might not make it to lecture on time that day. And very unfortunately, after all the troubles and rushing, the lecture was cancelled that day. Inform us earlier man. Zzzz... I could've take my sweet time and eat something if you tell me earlier. ==
EP is very noisy. Starts from morning around 10, there's a construction opposite my room. I can't even open the windows to feel the fresh air in the morning. At night, there's a food stalls on the ground floor. It's football fever now and what did you expect? There's a TV there and you would expect no less from the football maniac.
EP is very "cold". *Achoo*.... No air-conditioner by the way... It's not the room conditions. It's the atmosphere there..... There's another 8 students live inside the unit. But, until now, I just met 3 person and 1 person who I just saw her face but without talking. I don't think some of them know that there's a new house mate came. Haha... Back in BBU, BBU is far more "warmer" and more happiness with all the jokes and chatting.
Next is the important things that EP doesn't have. Zzzz... Fridge, washing machine, stove and iron. Haiz. There's only one big mirror at the end of the corridor. The water heater there is very disgusting and I dare not to use it. That's mean no cup mee throughout the life in EP. Besides, the shower is so small that I would rather use that time to sleep. The spot for drying the clothes is very small. It's obviously not enough for 9 people to dry up their laundry.

Anyway, I think sooner or later I will get used to it. But, by the time I get used to it, I think I will be forced again by my parents to move to the MMU's hostel. Wth. I will not move to anywhere else for another 5 years until my graduation. I DON'T WANT TO MOVE TO ANYWHERE AGAIN. Zzzz...... I definitely will not tolerate for the next time.

You don't have to stand by my parents' side and told me this is for my own good. On that day I moved to EP, I got lots of assignments and homework to do. I even got a club meeting that day. That day, I almost late for lectures. On that day, after all sort of troubles and tiredness, I still had to burn midnight oils to finish up my assignments. Until 2 am you know...... I got 8am class on the next day man. Few months later will getting busier and busier. That time you want me to move again?? Sorry. NO WAY. =(

Be more discipline

2010-06-21T15:52:00.003+08:00

I have to be more discipline!!!

University's life got too many freedom. You can decide yourself when u wan to sleep and even when you want to wake up...... You can even skipped classes and choose not to do your homeworks/assignments. =(

I had to mention about foods too. You can even choose to skip your breakfast, lunch and dinner. If you have a car, then you can go anywhere you want. Zzzz...... University has too much of freedom. I need to get used to it. =(

I have to remind it myself always.....

I have to be more discipline.....

Club Registration

2010-06-15T22:38:00.002+08:00

I joined Chinese Language Society in MMU~ ^^

There's 71 clubs in Malacca MMU. But seriously, I can't believe that MMU doesn't have Arts Club. Haiz. Feel a bit disappointed. Anyway, listening from the seniors in CLS. It doesn't sounds bad either. They organised a camp on 9th July. Should I go? The fee is RM35. Three days two night. From this camp, I might get to know a lot of people from other class and maybe in my class too. It's a good opportunity to build a connections around the campus. To be honest, I feel like joining the camp. But somehow, I doesn't know why, but I feel a bit scared to join this camp. Weird huh? Maybe I scared of meeting new friends. Everyone has a group of friends in the camp but I don't. Is this the reason I feel scared? Haiz.... A bit hesitated to join the camp......

Today went to the second lesson of Computer Applications and first lesson of General Principle of Law. As the same in the first lesson, Computer Applications are nothing and easy. But, General Principle of Law is difficult. Zzz..... My dad had told me once before, the law got a lot of terms need to memorize. I had to admit it, it's true. Legislative, Executive, judiciary, plantiff, defendan, signtations of the case, discretion........ Zzzz.... I better take my pocket dictionary with me from now on. Haiz....

Hope I can handle this studies in law. From what I had read from the Malaysian Legal History, which is my third subject, it's something similar to history. But that's not everything, this subject is related to the law in the past in Malaysia...... Man, I read it again and again. But I still couldn't understand it. Haiz......

I just can say that Law is definitely is not a cup of tea for me. I hope I can get to used it and master it within a month or so. Wish me luck. XD

Finally.....

2010-06-14T17:16:00.002+08:00

I'm now in Malacca!!~ Haha.. Well, I'm already in Malacca on Friday actually... =P

Friday, came to Malacca and went to register in the office. Nothing much but it's just that all the procedure is very troublesome. I need to go out from the campus to find a clinic since the doctor in the campus had gone out to somewhere. After walking and more walking, plus, using the car to find a hospital to take a X-Ray. == Had Gone through this much of trouble just to get my medical report. Haiz. Don't forget the fact that my dad walking to and fro just to get my things done. I'm touched. T.T Besides, we also went to look for my accommodation. Finally, we found a house which is specially rented for the students. Hehe... Since Emerald Park and Ixora were full, WYF is 4km from the MMU..... So we decided to rent a room in this house. There's 8 people in this house, exclude me. But anyway, they looked really good and friendly ^^ eventhough till now, I haven't remember all their names. Haha.

Saturday, we went to MMU's IT Fair. Yea. To buy a laptop, printer and subscribe a broadband for me. Haiz. RM4000+ was burned in two days. .T.T Again, I'm touched.

Sunday, we went to Jusco to buy things that I need. Here, RM 200+ was burned. T.T Later, I was finally "officially" moved to the house.^^But anyway, my room mate had gone back to her hometown so gonna sleep alone that night. Haha. This two days were a bit depressed and stressed. =(

Today, I straight away went to the admission center to ask about registering my course. Luckily, I met a girl who I had forgotten to ask her name. She had went through the same problem with me before. So she guided me to the FOSEE's office to help out with my registration. The Assistant Manager there helped me to find my class, which is PL02. ^^ Since I'm in PL02, my class was actually start at 8.00am. So she told me to come back to her after I attend my classes. Lolz... Saying goodbye to the girl who helped me and actually she wanted to see the officer in the admission office back there. XD I forgot to ask her name..... Haiz. I couldn't recognize her face too. Zzzz...... But anyway, due to the long time taken to do all this stuffs, plus, I get lost in my way finding my class, so I couldn't managed to attend my first two periods of lesson. Then, I decided to attend my second lesson, which is Computer Applications. XD After getting lost for another 30 minutes+......... I finally found my class! T^T MMU is so big la~~ No matter how I walk, I will always passed through the same place, CLC building. Zzzz.... How I found my class? Lolz.... Lucky me someone passed by and I asked her for the direction. Haha...

This week is the club registration. Which club should I join? XD There's many clubs there. I'm now considering Creative Arts Society, Chinese Language Society, Chinese Orchestra Society and MMusic. Hehe... Any suggestions?? =P

Multimedia in Malacca

2010-06-10T16:55:00.003+08:00

Today morning, my dad received the call from Multimedia. Yes. They accepted my admission to Multimedia although I sent in my application form very very late.

It was that day, that day when I went to the education fair with my dad and mom. We had listened to quite a number of consultants from different colleges. In my mind, I had decided quantity Survey in UTAR. But at the very last moment, my dad saw the Multimedia booth and asking for admission there. Haiz. They said the lesson had started on the 7th. But still, I can try to apply it. So........ After went through plenty of troubles, this morning, they said I can register on either tomorrow or 14th (Next Monday). At first, I thought of register on 14th. But my mom need to give some tuition in school and I need to find a accommodation there. Haiz... So I need to go tomorrow.

Haiz... I'm still not prepared to study law there. I don't even know that I can handle law or not. All the time, I keep on waiting for the scholarships and most importantly, the Teacher's Training. Last year, I keep on dreaming about taking the teacher's training. Now, I'm taking Law, the subject that I hope for the least. Haiz. My dad never stop thinking of me, becoming his successor... I'm not sure whether I made a good decision or not. Haiz....

Feeling so uneasy now. Really really hope tomorrow is a great day for me. Hope I can make a lot of new friends there too. =)

I'm felt sorry for my friends in Form 6... Hehe..... But I haven't call to the office to tell them I'm leaving the school. So....... If I really think that I couldn't handle my study in Law, then I might come back to Form 6 or maybe I can get Teacher's training. Hehe...... XD

Bye bye~ My friends over here.... Either I will stay there taking law for 5 years and come back during holidays or "run away" from Multimedia back to here. Hahaha....

Now now..... What should I bring over there? Since my accommodation is not confirm yet, plus, I know nothing about the law and the university. So............ Any suggestions? =P

Red Box with friends in form 6!

2010-06-08T23:02:00.003+08:00

First time went to Red Box. Haha. XD We are really lucky that they gave us the biggest room. We sang for more than 3 hours. Haha... But they didn't chase us out. It's kinda fun when you are playing and messing the whole room with friends. ^^

Hope there's another chance to play with friends like this again. =)

New phone!!

2010-06-03T22:19:00.004+08:00

I get a new phone!! Yay~ ^^

Although it's not the great phone with plenty of functions with it, but I'm already feel very happy and satisfy~ ^^

My dad get it from the citibank's reward. Hehe.. It's Nokia 2690~ XD

Most importantly, it's BLUE in colour!! XD

Help!~

2010-06-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

Oh no!! Physics' very difficult. Who can teach me?~~ T.T

Struggling with Physics right now~ Haiz...

Dr. Wu Lien-Tieh 伍连德博士, The plague fighter

2010-05-31T22:06:00.008+08:00

What is history? History is the story in past. Yes. But why? Why we didn't learn about Dr. Wu Lien-Tieh ( 伍连德博士) in our history? He is a famous doctor in the world. Plus, He is a MALAYSIAN!! How can the Malaysia's history be completed without him? He is such a great person. He study in Penang Free School and always be a top scorer. He is a kind, generous, brilliant doctor before our country independence. Zzz..... BUT. What we learn in history, is Islam, Islam and more Islam. I feel really sad for Dr. Wu Lien-Tieh. We know nothing about him. AND. I only know his existence through a China programme few days ago. ==

People!! Go search through the internet and learn something about him NOW!! Especially those who are planning to become a doctor!!

Haiz.....

Oh yeah, by the way, I'm not planning to offense anyone here. XP

Crafts and books

2010-05-30T15:03:00.012+08:00

Amazing!!~ XD Don't you agree? Hehe...
Before~

After~
Don't you think its amazing? Haha. This is my sister's works. She repaired it. Cool. XD She helped her friend to repair it. Haha. She's really good at doing this kind of things. ^^ Her another masterpiece.

Isn't it delicious? XD.

Next, bought another new novel. Haha. Yea. I'm obbessed with this publisher's books. XD
It's 《希望树》by 沈雨仙~

It's about a girl who is a half. Half Malaysian and half American. She saw her dad's diary about his hometown, Malaysia. Her dad has passed away when she's 5 years old so she doesn't have any memory about him. From her dad's diary, she starts to feel interested to his dad's past and the tree mentioned in the diary. So she decided to fly to Malaysia. She got a distance relatives in Malaysia, that is her aunt and her grandmother. Her grandmother can't accept her dad married with her mom, who is American. So her grandmother (sort of) doesn't know about her existance. She went to Malaysia and found the special tree that was planted by her dad. In the process, she found some pieces of her dad's past. How bout the relationship with her grandmother? XD. Guess.

How Wan Rong is shot into million pieces by the interviewer

2010-05-24T15:44:00.008+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Dad~!! =)
Sorry for becoming a stupid daughter of yours.
I couldn't get the offer to Matriculation as the present for you.
Sorry I have to make you worry about my future as I couldn't get a government scholarships.
Thanks for making everything in my life's perfect and safe.
Billions of thanks couldn't include what you had done for me.

24/5, 00:17am. Went to the matriculation's website to check for my result. Unfortunately, or rather, unexpectedly, I failed to get it. I dare not tell my dad and mom about this. I thought I can get it this time. But no. I couldn't get my legs laid on the floor of scholarship. Haiz. In dissapointment, went to sleep and try not to think about it.

24/5, 06:30am. Just woked up. My mom came into my room and told me to use sms to check the matriculation result. I still couldn't talk to them about this. I smsed. Then my mom saw the sms when I was in the bathroom. With a dissapointed expression, she told my dad but later she said that it's difficult to get. My heart was sank to the bottom of the sea. With a tired and hurt body, I went to the teacher's training interview.

Teacher's training interview:
1) Inculding me, our group consists of 8 people. One Malay boy, one Indian girl and the rest is Chinese girl.

2) First of all, we are given a topic on " Kesihatan" and we were told to discuss about it within 30 minutes.

3) We keep on throwing all the points that we can think of it. But still, the interviewer keep calling us to continue the disscussion. We were like "OMG" "When can we end this" " How we keep the conversation to flow" or something like this. Zzz...... After all the useless points we gave and manglish used. == The interviewer couldn't stand our "WTH" discussions and finally let us stop. Haha.

4) Next is the attitude test. The test is boring and there are 135 questions there. We have to done it within the time limit, 30 minutes. It's so so so so boring and I keep asking in my mind: When can this stupid questions end?? Zzz.... Well, I managed to done every questions and don't forget the fact that my back is pain after sitting there and do all the questions. ==

5) Individual interview. One word to describe it: F***~ XD Haha.. Really. The first person who went in is the Indian girl. She said the interviewer asked her about the sains and biology stuffs like Fish and plants. == Zzz... Imagine yourself how horrible her interview is. XD Skip the another two person.......... Cause they almost have the same fate as the Indain girl.

6) Me is the fourth person. The interviewer asked me in the first question which is irrelevant or somekind like jokes. I'm not sure. He asked:
" How's your name pronounce in english?" == I was like huh?
" Wan Rong" I answered.
" Your name is same pronouncation as 1 wrong isn't it?"== Zzzzzz... (Yea yea I know. You don't have to remind me......)
" You always get 1 wrong in your examination and because of that, you can succeed until this level?" =_=
" Your parents gave you a good name isn't it? Because they want you to get only 1 wrong in examination" =o=lll Totally Speechlessssss here................ I don't even know how's my expression at this momment............

7) Next, " I saw from your testimonial about the Add Math Project. Can you tell me what it is all about?" Heck. I shouldn't put in this certificate. Lucky or unlucky, I'm not sure. I still remember some of it. Then I said,

" This Add Math project is about the research in circle."
" Then what did you all done?" == Damn.
" We searched about the circle on net and discussed with my classmates and teachers."
" What is the purpose on researching about circle in this project?" T.T Nooooo.
" So that we can apply it on our daily life."
" For example?"
" For example....... calculate the area of the objects, volume and also the circumference."
" Just now you say apply it on daily life. How to relate it?" I'm dead. Man.
" Erm... Such as the tyre of the bicycle.".........
" Then can you tell me, the bigger tyre or the smaller tyre will travel faster." O.M.G...
" I think is the bigger tyre will travel faster."
" 'I think' is not scientific. ' I think' is a opinion." WTH wth wth.... T.T
" Oh ok... the bigger tyre will travel faster."
" Why? Explain it.".................
" Because the circumference is bigger. >____<"
" Of cause the circumference is bigger. Why is it like that?" Huh huh huh? T.T.. I'm speechless already.....

** Imagine yourself how the conversation continue......... **

Haiz. This is far worst than the JPA interview. Damn the interviewer!!~ JPA interviewer is much more friendly and understanding. XD

The End of the Story on "How Wan Rong is shot into million pieces by the interviewer."

Calon tambahan for teachers training?

2010-05-18T14:39:00.004+08:00

Received a sms yesterday night when I'm busy reading physics. XP. Actually I was waiting for Chuen Keit's sms. Who is Chuen Keit? Haha.. Well, he is ex-preU student who get full A's in STPM or so called my senior. Haha. Genius. I'm asking him to sell me his physics book. XP. But in the end, my mom bought it from her college's son who is another genius. Oh well, will give it to others who need this book as well. Haha. Together with Chuen Keit's sms, ther'es another two sms. Both sms was from kplspm. O.O.... Informing me to go for second batch interview. Zzz..... I had decided to stay in preU and even feel annoyed when thinking if I get the Matriculation. Great, now I had to deal with another scholarship. == .. I have to prepare for interview on 24th. Haiz. Why, oh why I can't choose the path I wanted. Yes. I admit that I really hope for Matriculation and Teacher's training before this. After enter the preU, I feel like staying there and study. I had accepted everything and right now you are giving me this again?? Then why you rejected me at the first place?. == Damn. I really hope I can study peacefully without worrying about leaving the school. == Anyway, since I had get it, then I will try my best for the interview. Haiz.

Today my first lesson of Physics and Math T. Haha. It's quite fun and interesting. PreU Physics chapter one is not difficult. Haha. My other senior said I will feel the huge difference between Form 5 and PreU in chapter 2. Hmmn..... Gonna read and prepare for it first. Haha. Next is Math T. Zzz.... It's quite confusing at first but later on, I think it's ok..... I guess...... Haha. XD

Happy Teacher's day to all my dear teachers~ ^^

2010-05-17T15:29:00.003+08:00

Heh. Suddenly I feel like staying in Form 6. Suddenly I don't want to get Matriculation. XD.After listening to the briefing of the teachers and the seniors, I feel that Form 6 is chalenging, better and I can learn a lot of things there beside improving myself. Haha. But I'm in Science stream in Form 6. It means that I can't apply for property management, quantity survey and even law in local university. I got to go private university. But, since STPM is difficult. STPM is the second hardest examination in the world I heard. So if I can't score well in STPM means I will waste my one and the half year. XP Haiz. By the way, no point to worry and think so much about it so early. Haha. The result for second batch of Matriculation will come out by next week. So concentrate in my dear Form 6 first. XD

Happy Teacher's day~ ^^ Hope all the teachers in SMK Seksyen 4 are healthy and happy always~ ^^ Thanks!! I miss SMK seksyen 4. Haha. Damn boring today since we just watching all the performance and chit- chatting around the whole day in SMK Batu Lapan. I still love SMK Seksyen 4.... XD

Form Six is not for the human to study!

2010-05-12T16:15:00.004+08:00

Monday, woke up early to register for form six in SMK Batu Lapan. I saw many ex-classmates in primary school, SMK Seksyen 4 students, and even 2 girls who I met when I'm learning to drive! Wow, it's awesome since I knew almost everyone there. ^^ But. After I saw the canteen, the surroundings....... Haha. This feeling is like poured the cold water on a fire. XD

Tuesday, woke up early too. But this time is my driving test. I'm sooooooo nervous that day. After waited for my turn for more than 2 hours, patiently, then finally it's my turn. == Haha. So unexpected, I could passed the slope. I had mati enjin for more than 3 times. ==. I saw others who were before my turn, straight away failed when they mati enjin. O.O I'm lucky man. Really really lucky. Then on the road. Zzz...... Damn that examiner. He keep scolding me. Hey, I'm just started to drive 1 month ago lah wei. Although I'm not really good but at least there's no accident. Zzz...... What did he expect from me? == After all the struggles and some humilatings. Finally, I managed to passed the driving test. Haiz. I PASSED THE DRIVING TEST!! Yesss. I don have to face that crazy examiner and nightmares!~ ^^ I can finally have a sweet sweet dream from tonight onwards. ^^

Today, I returned to SMK Batu Lapan to continue my form six's orientation. Zzz..... There's soooo many speeches from the teachers. == My back was pain after sitting on the chair for a straight 3+ hours. == They said, the killer subject, is Physic. And I'm planned to choose it man. Wth. Feel really worry for my form six. Since the Physic is the most difficult in form 6 Scince stream. So most of the human went to Biology. == Most of the people who choosed Physic are boys. There's only SIX GIRLS there...... exclude Mean Bei. The teacher keep asking whether we are sure to take Physic for STPM. Waaaa..... Now I'm scared. Very very scared. T_T. I scared I will fail. BESIDEs, the Physics book that the teacher need is no longer plublished. Well, that teacher said like that. Then how can I find the book?? Zzz... FURTHERMORE, Form Six got a lot of activities beside the studies. Such as, MPPPU, RnD and even cocurikulum. A lot man. How can we divide our time to study and for these activities....... The cocuriculum., ...... badan beruniform, we had NO CHOICE. Everyone need to join the PBSM. == For Games, we only had four choices. == Volleyball, basketball, futsal and chess. Great. I only can choose Chess Club. == Form Six damn stressful and difficult. Zzzz..... Now I know the reason why everyone doesn't want to choose Form Six.

P/s. Anyone who got the STPM & Pre-U Physics (plublished by Arah Pendidikan) can sell to me??~ Urgent!!~ I need it by next week!!~ T.T

Emo or sad?

2010-05-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

Become a bit emo after reading a blog. =( .. I never realized anything and doesnt even care so much about it. Haiz. I'm such a failure.

Besides using the word emo, can anyone describe the feelings of something heavy pressing your heart. Your heart is hurt and uneasy. You feel that you are somewhat suffocating but the truth is, you aren't sick. When you breath in and out, I don't really know how to describe it, but it's some kind like sighing, the air exhaled are heavy. You feel like crying, but the tears aren't coming out. You feel sad, but did you really feel sad? This feelings are definitely not "sadness".

Anyway, today is my last lesson of driving. Next Tuesday will be the day of my nightmares. Haha. No, not only next Tuesday. Start from tonight onwards, I will have plenty of bad dreams about the exam =(.. Anyone have suggestions to make me relax a bit? Guess no. Cause the main problems is me. Haha. I'm the one who feel uneasy and stressing about it. XD

Suddenly wants to type without using so many short forms. Haha. A lot of grammar mistakes. XD. I wanna see how long will I type like this and of course, when will my grammar improves. Haha.

My lucks had been used up in SPM~ lolz

2010-05-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

I hate to mention it. But i have to mention it.... XD

Juz joking~ XD Not that serious but its consider another strike of unhappiness.... Haha... Fail to get that UPU or aka IPTA..... == Looks like it really does seem like my result still aren't that good enuf to get a scholarship. Haiz... Then this JPA i dont even hav to look at it ardy. Haha.......

Btw, bought another three books in Popular on Saturday~ Haha.... Its 许友彬's 《把我带走》, 蔡智恒's《夜玫瑰》and 藤井树's 《夏日之诗》~ XD I noe i noe.... Its that three author again~ Haha... But im totally fell in love with these author. Haha....

《把我带走》is about a girl was kidnapped, who happened to be a friend of the brothers. These 2 brothers is poor n they actually indirectly contributed to that girl's kidnapping case. Its another good story from him~

《夏日之诗》is a very very good n touching novel!! Haha.... Although its a love story as usual, but this one is really sad. Haha..... There's a short movie for this book too. Highly recommended~ Haha....

《夜玫瑰》i havent read yet. But don mistaken. Lolz..... This book is not that dark romance or something like that~ XD.

My book shelf r loaded with those books n don hav any space for this three books.... Omg. Zzz.... Need to try find spaces for them. haha.... or i rather wan a new book shelf~ XD But i think its impossible~ ==

Another stupid things

2010-04-28T13:33:00.005+08:00

Snapped out of this stupid teachers training.... Haha...Now i wanna talk bout another stupid scholarship. XD Wakaka...

Its Matriculation~ Lolz... Past 2 days O.O ago, went to kementerian department there to make rayuan for it. O.O. Suggested by Mean bei's dad. So me, Mean Bei, her dad, n my mom go there appeal the pengawai there. Lolz... It was quite hard to get inside n the atm there sort of like very quiet n.... scary a bit.. XD Haha... After around 1 + Hour, we only found the department which responsible for matriculation. ==

Now the stupid things is...

1) The pengawai sit there lik a receptionists.... O.O gt booth there n sort of like that kind of booth with banners in edu exposure/fair... == Looks stupid...

2) One of the "receptionist" (Female) there tell me if u wanna get the matriculation, u nid 5 A+ in science subjects, math n add math.. O.O All A+ man.... Zzz... Many ppl who get it oso doesnt meet this requirement lo~ Excuse me?? Zzz... Stupid rite? Zzz.....

3) N then another man tell us our kokurikulum marks must get a very high marks.... O.O... Fine. But he say the national service cert r useless when applying this? O.O.... He say that cert only used in uni... Wth? Stupid....

4) Their attitude CHANGED when they noe my mom n Mean Bei's dad's a teacher.... ==... O well... So our chance to get the matriculation is higher since they circled there " Anak Guru" == Stupid.... But BEFORE THAT, that female "receptionist"... yea, the same one... told us that teacher doesnt hav any specialty... But.... now another one say yes.. == Wth? Stupid.. Zzz...

5) That man even ask my mom y keep quiet n din say she's a teacher... Zzz... My mom had told that women lo.. Zzz... But since he say lik dat... Its soooooooo obvious that teacher has the specialty... ==.. Stupid pengawai..... ==

The end of the stupidness of the government department........ Hahaha.... XD

Trust

2010-04-26T18:21:00.002+08:00

Great, now they say i din apply the teachers training....... N get angrier..==... Wth... Is teachers training is really that important? Why they get so angry about this thing?... ==... They even doubt that i din apply that UPU...... They never trust me at all... Zzzz.... I was looking forward to get this scholarships n yet, they say lik dat when i failed to get it....

I . DIN . GET . IT

2010-04-25T18:00:00.006+08:00

I din get!! I DIN GET!! I DIN GET IT!! May i repeat again? I . DIN . GET . TEACHERS TRAINING!!!! Wth... Seriously..... Wth? My sis n my bro can get it last time!! With the result of 6 A's!! Only me!! Only me couldnt get it... O.O I cant believe it~~ Zzzz...

But i checked for countless time.... Its still the same.... Omg.. ==.. I was confident that i can at least get the interview for sure... Omg.. Now my confident was crashed! Zzz... Now i don even noe i can get UPU or JPA ardy.... To make the story interesting, my dad n my mom.... even get angry n scolded me! Wth? O.O They say i din follow properly the steps when applying. O.O? They say i make mistakes when applying. O.O? They say i choose the wrong options. O.O? Becuz of that, i couldnt get the interview. ==.. Zzz... I din take arts in SPM but still, i choose arts in the form, so they don wan to giv me the interview. WTH? I choose MATH as my very first choice k? My add math n math, r A+ ! == Becuz of arts, so they din giv me the interview? ==.. I cant take my favourite subject? Damn...

Haiz.... I was feeling down n sad since i couldnt get the interview ardy. But. Why? They r my parents n din care of my feelings n stab me straight through my heart. I was the person who fail to get the interview. It should be me who will feel sad. Why they cant juz leave me alone n keep saying such words? Its really hurt..... Feels really really down now....

Long awaited novels~

2010-04-22T23:04:00.005+08:00

Went to Mid Valley with my family today~ ^^ Of cuz its 6-2 members~ XD... We go collect the new com that we had bought in pc fair. Haha.. Then i take this opportunity to buy books (of cuz)~ XD. Bought 4 novels~ ^^

First one : 《蓝色》 by 霜子

Second one: 《流转之年》 by 藤井树 Hiyawu

(Waited for a very long time for this book from Hiyawu~~ XP)

Third one: 《鲸鱼女孩。池塘男孩》 by 蔡智恒 jht

Last one: 《一封迟来的信》 by 邓秀茵

(Done reading this~XD Its about friendships and the story is kinda sad..... Its a great novel expected from her~ ^^)

Gonna kill my time with the other three novels~! XD Haha...

Results for Teachers training interview delay!~

2010-04-20T16:38:00.003+08:00

Wth? Again.. yea.. Haha.. This time is not the driving thingy. Haha. Its the teachers training. ==. I waited for so loooooong for the result to go to teachers training's interview. Zzzz... Its supposed to be TODAY~ N then today suddenly changed the date to 25th... Wth. Im bored of waiting~ I wan to start my study soooooon. Zzzz... Everything need to wait until MAY!!~ Zzz... UPU, JPA, even form 6 oso in May. Zzzz... Im bored~~ XD

Haiz.. went to the pc fair.. Yea. My dad ordered the new com for my bro. BUT. Because of some small small small (x1000) reason. THE ONE N ONLY ONE reason. My dad canceled it n get the payback. == swt.... N THEN. He went to the pc fair n odered again. O.O~ Zzzz... N this time need to wait until next week.. ==" OMG.. So the old com that i always use, IS STILL THERE~ Zzz... even if the new com was fixed!!~ Zzz... N my bro current com will be moved to my sis room since its empty. ==.. So wats the difference? Zzz... Still, I will keep using that old com... ==.. N my little bro will use that com.. Yea yea... Wats the difference for me? Zzz.......

Its so bored nowadays n i even lazy to on facebook~ XD Even if on it sometimes i juz left it there~ Wakaka.... Actually now im currently obbessed with another new anime~ XD But the line here is sucks so it took a loooong time to load it...== Zzzz... LolZ. This anime is really good n very inspirational~ Haha... Its about a girl who has a dream to become a singer, but she had the throat cancer n was told by the shinigami that she's only left 1 year to live~ Its "Full Moon wo Sagashite"!!~^^ Haha... u can almost guess its storyline ardy rite? Haha.. But there's 52 eps...==.. Now i only watched until ep 38~ Zzz... Cuz of this stupid connection.. Zzz... Haiz.. But since i still gt so much time until my studies.. O.O So i think i can take my sweet time n slowly watch it~ Haha...

Sushi Outing

2010-04-15T20:11:00.003+08:00

Damn. I done it again. Everytime i suggested to out together. But in the end, Im the one who fail it. Zzz... Yea... I din go to the sushi outing even though it was me who suggested it. Transport problem again. Worst of all, it was last minute cancel it. ==. I had caused so many inconvenience to others... =( I don wan any transport problem again!~ Zzz..... I will get my license as soon as possible!~

Everyone hate clutch but i hate gear n clutch!! Haha... I don noe when shud i change the gear. ==. I wan to change the gear.... but by the time i wan to change, that uncle say no nid.... == .. When i think no nid to change the gear, that uncle called me to change the gear.. Wth?.. Worst of all, that uncle is so damn annoying... Keep repeating the same phrase... == .. He tell me to change the gear over n over again. N he say " don let me keep repeating this.." Wth... I oso don wan u to repeat it k?... Zzz... Called me to do this n do that before i will do it. N then u say that phrase.... Pissed... TOTALLY pissed off... == .. N keep saying that i din think.. Zzz... Faster end this driving lesson... Zzz.... I hate driving lesson but not driving. XD

Today went to driving lesson at 7.30am. == Tomolo oso the same time. Like hell. ='(

SuSHi King

2010-04-13T16:12:00.005+08:00

Tonite we gonna go sushi king for dinner~^^ Sushi King is having promotion n it only cost rm2 for the sushi on the belt~ Haha...

Thursday!! 2.30pm~ Who wanna go to Sushi King?? Lolz..

Picom PC FAir!!~
Finally can change my very very old com which will always hang there for 15~ 30 Minutes. O.O Wakaka.... This friday my sis come back from batu pahat n we will go to PC fair! Yay~ haha..

Checked the UPU website, beginning of the May. The results to be accepted to the IPTA will come out! >___< Hope can get it!~

Teacher's training, 20th of April. Hope can get the interview! N this interview MUST NOT screwed it!!~ If couldnt get IPTA or teacher's training, I definitely will suffer for my entire life!! Haha... a bit exaggerated... XD

sayonara jpa~

2010-04-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

Yay~ Jpa interview is over now...... Yes!! Haha... Almost late n din rest for a while, din drink some water.... Then they call us to go in ardy. Haha... Thats y im nervous. Haha.. Din prepare anything. Im the first one. Its consider good luck or bad luck? Hehe... The rest of my group member oso very nervous. Because im the first one to do the intro, so everyone who is nervous juz follow my guideline n talk very little lik me ^^ Haha... Lik dat my performance din look too bad. Since the 2 other chinese guy very nervous until couldnt talk fluently n lik memorize the whole thing. O.O. Haha...

They ask my group many questions leh. Maybe because we talk too little. Haha... They ask us:

> Apakah sifat yang boleh kamu tunjukkan di luar negara sebagai pelajar Malaysia?

> Apakah tempat pelancongan yang kamu boleh memperkenalkan ke luar negara?

> Why u all are said as the country's asset?

> Tell about your Strength and weakness.

> Apakah warna kegemaran kamu?

> Memperkenalkan rakan baik kamu.

Haha... a lot rite? ==.. Its lame when we heard the second last question. Haha.

Din put high hope in getting this scholarship. Din even think about get it too. Now its finally over, don wan to think about it anymore. Now i have terrible headache. Zzz. Yesterday even dreamt about get bombed. Seriously. Juz saw a very bright light n then woke up. ==. No joke. Haha..... Not feeling well now. Zzz. Slept the whole afternoon ardy. Wonder y. Hope i wont get sick. XD

Driving first lesson~

2010-04-07T22:32:00.003+08:00

^^ Went to te first lesson of driving~ Haha.. Driving is fun. But i still a bit blur in driving.. XD. That uncle keep telling me wat to do. == N then later forget it again...

JPA CHANGED THE TIME!!~ Zzz.. Luckily Mean Bei told me.. Haha.. Later wait there for very long time... ==.. Nervous sia. >___<~ Don feel wanna get this scholarship. IM NOT INTERESTED IN LAW AT ALLLLL......... =X Haiz. But cant say it out loud. Do research in law n my dad giv me the info on law. Listening to this law things really WtF?? Its sooooo boring n damn annoying. Many things to rmb n the terms used is very difficult.

Stress in this JPA things. Not becuz i put high hopes on it..... Its my parents who keep pushing n pressing me to get this JPA. Zzz.... If i couldnt get it................. Damn la... My mom sure scold me. T__T ~ But i will die anyway. If i get the scolarship, i will die by rmb those ** law... If i din get the scolarship, i will die by my mom's scoldings... She will say i din do my bez, keep playing com, din talk properly, din sleep early before jpa, or even say my manners very bad............. WtF?? I will die in both way. Which path is the best leh??? TT sad.

What am i gonna do to satisfy her?? I had tried but yet she still not happy in everything. My life is hers? I gonna do everything she say? Damn depressing...

+ oils~

2010-04-04T15:39:00.004+08:00

4 days to go for the JPA interview! Everyone **Gambate!~** =) .. Since JPA scholarship is one of the greatest opportunity for us~^^

Checklists:

Get all document certified! **DONE**
Outfits: Baju Kurung, Black Shoes (from NS d.. XD) **DONE**
Arrange all the documents in clear holder! **DONE**
Get another set copy of the Borang Pengesahan n slip gaji. ( Need to go certify again maybe..)
Practice my BM n English! XP
Do research on Law!

Hmmn... Now juz need to practice practice practice. Yea.

I smsed the driving aunty to arrange my driving lessons. But din get any reply at all. Zzz. Troublesome really. Yesterday phone line was crashed for no reason. O.O Today juz get it fixed n luckily its not a big problems. Haha....

Yesterday went to Italy restaurant for dinner with my aunt n my big cousin ( who older than me 20+ years old) ==. The Italy's food was nice ^^.

Chicken Chop + Pinocchio Pizza + Fried mushroom + Tiramisu + Roasted mutton~ Yummy ^^

Haha... Most of them i forgotten their Italy name... XD

My bro's room is now available to sleep in~ Haha... But scary though since i scared of height... Haha.... I put in many efforts to cleaned his room. == Hope he wont get it dirty in a week. Haha....

JPA

2010-03-30T21:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday checked the JPA websites. Oh well, get the scholarship for overseas for LAW.... Wth?? My parents get over excited n keep calling me to download that form, find information bout that JPA things and bla bla bla.... Im so so so annoyed. Zzz... This thing is so so so troublesome. ==

Although i got the opportunity to study overseas, but law definitely is not my subject. Other than design, i prefer quantity survey or property management. T_T They definitely will not let go of me since i got the potential to become the money tree. == Become teacher? Zzz... This actually is their LAST choice if i couldnt get the schorlarship for JPA n UPU. Zzzz... Before that i still think that i can become a teacher n can live a moderate n peaceful life. I even think about if i can become artteacher. Now it doesnt seem so to me. Haiz.... If i can ever get the scholarship. Zzz... Fine. I will force myself to study it.

Anyway, try my best to get the schorlarship ba. Let the faith lead me.

P/s: Anyone else get the JPA scholarship?? Time? Date? Place of interview? Maybe we can meet there. Haha.

bored

2010-03-26T15:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i supposed to attend the bengkel but.... == Zzz.. i couldnt wake up that morning n its kinda embarassing when that aunty reached my home. Haha... Me, still in sleepy mode answering her phone n tell her i will go on Saturday. Haha... omg this really embarassing man. XD

Feel really bored at home. Nothing to do. Zzz.... But kinda feel lazy to do house work or anything. Haha. Wanna help my mom to do something but not in mood ><. I stayed at home too much ardy. Zzz. Online oso nothing to do actually. So the conclusion is: BORED.....

Undang2 Test

2010-03-21T12:48:00.004+08:00

Passed~~!! ^^
48/50~ Juz used 1 night to finish it, after went to sunway pyramid~ Haha~ But slept at 4.30am. Zzz.... Im not reading the undang2 book. Hehe~ Im reading novel~ Wakakaka.....
Damn worry juz now~ Hehe.... Met Jun Ming n Wei Khong there. Haha~
Next time before exam i should really get enuf of sleep. A bit headache now.

Jco

2010-03-20T21:04:00.012+08:00

Jco i ate today were not as delicious as before.....
The taste of the food depends on people's mood.

Tomorrow undang2 test. Din read much actually.
Wish me luck.

Troubled

2010-03-17T01:09:00.010+08:00

Haiz.. Tired of cleaning the house. Its been more than 3 months.. renovation in my house still haven complete. Before i enter ns until now. Wanna find a quiet place but cant.T_T. Everyday clean the dust, dirts, arranging the furniture n bla bla bla. Tougher than ns ==

Today went to england optics n change my spec~^^ Finally~ Haha... This spec had been used for more than 2 years. Hehe.... the degree had increased. LOL~ But still, haven reach 300~ Phew~ My sis tried the contact lens for the first time today~ Quite troublesome n need lots of money to buy the liquids for it. LOL. She can put the lens on JUST on her first try~ Haha~ Geng!!~

She is brave to try something new... how bout me?

My dad phoned the japanese camp admins n found out that only 25 students will be chosen to go to Japan to further the study. Haiz.... Can i do it? LOL~ Wat course should i take? Hmmn.........

I hope i can enter the teacher's training~

SPM & now?

2010-03-15T15:19:00.011+08:00

9 A's for SPM...... Hmmn.....
SPM is over, Result is in our hand dy..... So we cant change anything ardy rite?
Get over from the sadness n the life is still goes on......

How shud i put it? Hmmn..... I still missing my NS life.... Back there in KSP..... Our crazy crazy frens from different states.... LOL... I think i really get brainwashed... Hehe... But donno y.... the song that we love so much in the camp--Hijau... Now whenever i listen to it, cant get back that feelings in the camp...LOL... Now everyone separating, singing Caramel's Tinggal Kenangan... Hehe...

29th March... I think i will be leaving again... Now for the Japanese language learning camp.... Minimum SPM result is 9A.... Wth.... means that i will study with another group of "genius"... With no any foundation of Japanese.... great... But it worth since its only cost 550 bucks.... LOL...

Gambate? Be brave....

home sweet home~

2010-03-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME~~~ =)

Finally completed NS training~ Yay~

LOL.. I never thought that i will cry lik dat on the last day.. == I think this is the biggest cry i had in my entire life... Cry n then calm down.. But later when someone hugged me or say bye to me.. Here i go again..><.. Among all the friends i think im the worst.. Haha.. Strange.. Really.. i din feel very sad or something.. My tears juz drop down lik the pipe water ==.. Haha.. Strange huh.. I din feel anything until the very last momment we r going to separated...

To be honest.. NS training really like hell.. But at night finally we can rest n sleep.. The next day u will get refreshed n forget the suffer on yesterday.. LoL..

**To everyone who still thinking accepting this training~ Don hesitate to accpet it!! N don regret after u choosing!! LOL... Better don accpet it if u think u really couldnt stand the training.. If not u will suffer there.. N ur wallet will become thinner too~ Haha~**

Miss everyone in KSP~ Miss KSP~ Miss the life there but not the training~XD

Love all my frens there~ Friends forever~ =)

NS feelings

2010-02-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

Lol.. I donno y but i feel lik i miss everyone in KSP after i went back home.... It is juz me or everyone will feel lik that too? I missed the life in KSP... Although its really tiring n annoying sometimes but somehow after i used to it.... Its lik ntg... Home feels a bit further for me... How strange... I feel more mentally tiring in home.. Physically tiring in NS... LOL.. If i never went to NS.. Wat will i become??.. Will i change??.. Zzz...

First 2 week of the NS... Im sure that everyone of us will cry... Cry after listening ur family's voice in phone... Lol.. Well.. Im nt sure about boys.. But from wat i saw in my dorm... Everyone cried.. Lol.. including me... Well.. Cried a little bit.. Haha... Cuz their caring for us n it really stress in the first few weeks.. Lolz..

NS is almost same like the school.. Haha.. Asrama school.. Actually we will feel that time passes so fast... LOL...

pkn in kem seri perkasa mantin (3)

2010-02-14T18:46:00.004+08:00

Next on,

The normal timetable for Kem Seri Perkasa Mantin.. LOL

5.00am-Wake up (== Terribly nt enuf sleep)

5.30am-Malay's Solat (None of my business.. So go sleep~~)

6.00am-Line up + Kawad (Zzz Still sleepy~ ><)

6.30am-Morning PT (Kawad, do some random exercise... etc...)

7.30am-Breakfast (Some food nice but some food actually NO)

8.30am-Line up (Heck==)

9.00am-Class (Still sleepy~~)

10.30am-Rest time (Finally~)

11.00am-Class (Zzz... Rest time too short..TT)

12.30pm-Lunch (Either chicken or fish + rice + Vegetables + Random food)

2.30pm-Activities (Bla.. Bla... Bla.... Sun burn most of the time==)

4.30pm-Malay's Solat (Sleep.. Sleep... SLEEP~~)

5.30pm-Riadah (Yay~ Jogging!!Wanna lose weight!!><)

6.30pm-Dinner (== Almost the same with lunch)

====FREE TIME==== XD

9.30pm- Roll Call (Donno wat the exact spelling..Hehe.. Boring + Sleepy n FRUSTATING!!~ Damn...)

11.00pm- Sleep Time (Finally..... TT... Sleeeeeeeep~)

* May subject to change * Haha... Sometime 12.30am only they let us sleep... TT

pkn in kem seri perkasa mantin (2)

2010-02-14T17:11:00.008+08:00

Lol~ Happy CNY~~~

Second week of NS... Let see...

If i din mistaken... Its the time where our class started n our KKJ (Kontrak Kita Janji)

Class on that week is Kelas Pembinaan Karekter which is Character Building Class...

I was separated with my gang TT.. I was sent to PK4... The rest in other PK... Sad... But this is the good thing too... cuz i can noe other frens besdie them.. Haha.. N i felt lucky that i sent to PK4..

We were separated into 6 groups... N from there i was sent to Wawa 10 Group~ Hehe... From there i noe every1 of them n had a happy n great time in this whole module.. =).. The lecture is boring n sleepy... But the activities r fun although its a bit childish n looks simple... Thx to my every group member... Becuz of them, i never felt boring in the class =)

This PK class went on for 2 weeks..... At the end of this class was really emo.. cuz we will be separated... Lol

Next is KKJ... In short, this activity is to create our own company flat, songs, mission, vision and trade mark.... Lol.. At first i was involve in the flat design... But later all the boys in my company take all the responsibilities to do the flat.. XD.. Then i involved myself in our song.. Our company song was composed by Fatin =).. Although its sounded less semangat but it's rhythm is cheerful n a little bit childish..==.. Hehe.. She took from a forever green kid songs n changed the lyrics...

Songs of Team Pedang

Team pedang cerdik pandai

Tak de sapa boleh lawan

Ditolak ditendang kami tak goyang

Team Pedang akan menang!

Team Pedang naik pentas

Semua orang pandang-pandang

Berdetik berdegup jantung berdebar

Team Pedang pasti menang!

Team Pedang gempak ceria

Semua game kami cuba

Berakit, berkayak, berkawad, bersorak

Yang penting kerjasama!

Apa yang penting??~~~ Kerjasama!!!~~

Yea.. forgot to mention.. Gt four company in our camp.. Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Delta... Im in Charlie.. Which is champion for many years.. Maybe this year we cant get champion ardy.. =(.. Kayak n Kembala Berhalang we lost..=( Haizz... Put that aside... N we were given four title to address our company.. Pedang, Tombak, Kerambit and Keris..

My company is given the title as Pedang... Gambate!! Pedang!! Charlie!!

Hope my company can win in kawad n sports game after CNY~~ LOL

pkn in kem seri perkasa mantin (1)

2010-02-13T11:31:00.011+08:00

BACK from NS~ Well... for 6 days.. XD
NS experience?? Well... Lets start from first week ba.. Haha..

Fisrt week.. To be honest.. a bit blur blur..
Ok.. First.. of cuz is pendaftaran in the Kem n stuffs.. A bit blur.. Special thx for Alysha~ =) For explaining to me everything n be my first fren in the Kem.. =)

Then while waiting for others.. met Hui Ting =).. Well my first impression for Hui Ting is a girl who is very active in sports.. Haha.. But later on only i noe she's not.. Lol.. Credit for Hui Ting too.. For talking to me first n become frens wit me =) Until now we r still dorm mates n good good frens too.. Titbits girl~ Haha.. Bag fulled with titbits..

After that.. If i din mistaken..lol.. Next fren i met is Si Pei.. Lolz.. First impression for her is skinny, helpless but cute.. Haha.. Another credit for Si Pei~ Now we r in separate company.. Sad.. Lolz.. But she n her new frens r in a good shape.. Take care ya~ =)

Haha.. Next i met Ming Yao (Amanda).. Really.. she juz looks lik my Pandu Puteri former Comander.. Beautiful, tall, thin.. Her atmosphere fulled with leadership... N don underestimate her best drawings n designs talents.. Haha.. She juz like the big sis to me.. Well.. maybe for our whole group too.. Haha.. Thx ya Amanda~ Frens forever~ Don forget to mention she never eat the food in the Kem..==.. OMG.. Always eat fruits n cereal..==.. Pro in jogging.. Active in every activity.. Our Company Charlie's assistant squad~~ My honour to noe her XD

Next, Kar Yee.. a girl (duh).. who giv me the first impression of the Chinese who donno how to speak in Chinese..Lol.. Cuz her BM is really good n smooth.. Haha.. Wish i can speak BM lik her some day.. Haha.. She's cute n funny.. Sometimes make plenty of jokes.. Her place became our small titbits party.. Haha.. So called Curry too.. Think of curry think of her.. Haha.. Cuz Kar Yee= Curry.. Haha.. Lucky me to become ur fren~ Thx~

Next is Sim.. Full name Sim Mei Wei.. Haha.. Sim sim.. Sim Card, The Sims... Haha... Looks quiet but actually not.. Haha.. Loves to take photos n very cute =).. Haha.. Jy for the traditional dance~ Although very tiring but still keep it on~ I will keep rooting on u~ Haha... Thx for becoming my fren too~

Finally.. Lee Yee.. Hmmn... Short.. Terribly hate of dirty..==.. Come on.. Now we r in NS camp leh..==.. But cute n talkative.. Haha.. Bag fulled of titbits too.. Lolz.. O yea.. she same as me.. like reading comics.. XD.. N rubic cubes too XD.. JY Lee Yee.. Thx for everything~

Final credit for my other dorm mates too~ Although different races n culture.. But everyone bear with it n get along with each other.. Haha.. Sorry for causing any problems.. Haha.. N please please please...TT.. Please quiet when sleeping time..TT.. N go for the prayers too...==.. Zzz..
Eme(Talkative n funny malay girl from Sabah),

Esya(My neighbour which plenty of noble exp talks..XD),

Qila(Sleeps beside me),

Jessica(Cute cute n funny girl from Sabah),

Fatin(Hmmn...),

Fizah(My another big sis =)~My former neighbour~),

Sisca(Cute n brave.. My buddy when others r nt around.. =) Thx ya!),

Wani(Loves to sing),

Nisya(Naughty, funny but cute),

Sarmala(Always heard her name ==)

n others...Too many ardy...==..

DORM 6 ROCKS~ Haha..

Ape yg penting?? Kerjasama~ Haha..

Stay active lik always ba~

O yea... credit for others in this post oso ba....

>>Thx for Wawa 10 group's member~

Puva..

Win....

Hayati.....

Kimie...

Apek...

Juse...

Jang...

Emi...

Kis....

Thx ya! Wawa 10 in Module 1 from PK4 the best~

PK4~~~ Mantop!

>>Orkid Biru Group~~

Sisca

Fizah

Lam

Ari

Kimie

Ewan

Sabri

Lip

Hee

Thx for being active in the group~

Orkid Biru=Quiz Winning group in Module 2.. Haha..

Thanks to everyone for becoming part of my life... I shall not forget everyone of u... Thx!!

2010-01-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

Happy 2010~~
Tomolo.... Going to NS....

Today.... The last day i stay in Selangor... =(

CNY only come back...=(

Haizzzz.....

2009-12-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

Few more days to go n i will gone for NS.. Hehe...

Gate will come at Wed... Maybe can saw the new house before going... =)

Juz now cleaning n rearranged my room... Now only i noe my room gt so many dusts..== But i din paint my room.... Mom called me to move out of the room so that the room can become.... erm... "clothing" room... Hehe...

Gave my guitar to my bro, yx... Hope he really gt the patience to learn the guitar =).... I don feel lik learning it anymore... Now im more to harmonica n violin.... Well.. violin is the instrument that i like long long ago...... Harmonica.... cuz i prefer the instrument to be easier to bring... Hehe... N i lik the harmonica sound.... So.... Sry ya Allister..... Wont be meeting u as a guitar teacher.... So so sry... XP.. Wanna teach my bro?... Hehe....... I gave my bro the guitar.... besides don feel lik learning it ardy... well... i donno whether i can "safely" return from NS... Hehe... I noe everyone read this will say choi or something lik dat... But still.... in case ba... XD....

Recently don lik facebook ardy... XD... Cuz connection is sucks.... Now i prefer playing GBA... Donno wat is GBA?... Its is GameBoy Advance... Lolz... Suddenly remind of Harvest Moon n Pokemon... Hehe... Finish the Pokemon Emerald Version n now playing Fire Red... XD

Almost done packing my things for NS... Anymore suggestion on the things that i should bring?

2009-12-25T15:35:00.010+08:00

Merry Christmas~ =)

Busy cleaning my room.. Nid to move out from my room to my mom room..=( N my room will become closet room..== Sobzz.. Still haven pack my things for NS... My house renovation almost complete =) Now painting.. Next Mon or Tues will get the gate =).. Hope can saw my new house before go to NS..Hehe..

Wed went to watch Avatar wit my sis n mean bei, mean shan, mean jern, mean zern, mean shiew....==.... n their father which is my uncle la..==" Zzz... Avatar vry nice ^^ Wanted to watch it again.. Bought another Hiyawu's new novel <<流浪的终点>> n another jht's new book <<回眸>> =)..《回眸》gt three different stories.. It was nice ^^ But the third 1 is about his travel to 西藏.. Lol i donno how to say it in english... <<流浪的终点>> is nice too.. But it is more to 散文式 novel... But it is good.. Hehe... Inside that novel got his cd.. It is unbelievable nice! Hehe... U must listen! I cant believe a writer can sing so nice TT... i got another his cd from his older novel.. But i lost it..TT Waaaa... Where did i put ardy??? TT.. Its nice aaaa TT... Omg...

Track:---01 當冬夜漸暖

當冬夜漸暖
演唱：吳子雲(藤井樹)
作詞：吳子雲(藤井樹)
作曲：康小白

很多事情　不是誰說了就算
即使傷心　結果還是自己擔
多少次失望表示著多少次期盼
事實證明　幸福很難

我們之間　不是誰說了就算
拉扯的愛　徒增結局的難堪
一百次相愛只要有一次的絢爛
下一次　會更勇敢

當冬夜漸暖　當大海也不再那麼藍
當月色的純白變得陰暗
那只是代表快樂不再那麼簡單
笑容不再那麼燦爛

當冬夜漸暖　當夏夜的樹上不再有蟬
當回憶老去的痕跡斑斑
那只是因為悲傷從來　都不會有答案
幸福也只是　把酒言歡

當冬夜漸暖　當青春也都煙消雲散
當美麗的故事都有遺憾
那只是習慣把愛當作喜歡
重要的是　我們曾愛過那一段

---------02 誤點的幸福

2009-12-16T10:47:00.004+08:00

Draw a new Drawing~~! =) Hehe.. Yesterday after playing com then go clean up the house...== So dusty n dirty...><.. I nid to do all the house chores...><.. When did mom n sis come back o... Cant stand..><.. I nid to jaga my troublesome + motor mouth little bro...== Cant go anywhere..Zzzz.. Wanna buy new clothes before go to NS leh.. Don hav new clothes for new year ><.. Haha... This drawing i spend 1 hour to finish it^^

The colour a bit blurred cuz of the scanner..=(
But it's actually one of my satisfied drawing.. Hehe =)

2009-12-14T14:42:00.004+08:00

Bye SPM~ Haha
My Chinese vry vry bad leh... Seriously... Not feeling well when having first paper... N guess wat? I cant finish it on time...><.. Zzz.. Die la... At least around 3 or 4 question leh... N then plus some mistakes... Zzz.. How?? Can i still get an A-?? Sobz.. Not feeling well leh.... What the HEck? My FIRST time not feeling well during exam! N the worst is during SPM!! What what what the heck??!!! TT Die la how??Zzz...

I get another surprise when went back home oso! == I receive the letter from PLKN! Zzz.. Seriously... I checked on the website ardy.. they clearly written there my name is not in first batch d leh!.. Zzz... Now im getting this letter?! I had planned everything after SPM d leh.....TT.. Im going Negeri Sembilan~ Lolz.. at least its not that far.. lolz.. So im going on 2nd January...TT.. After come back... SPM result..... Lolz.. But earlier i predicted im in first batch... When checking the website n saw im not in first batch... Seriously im thinking that is that possible or what the heck or watever something like this...== So does that mean my prediction is accurate?? Lolz.. Then i predicted i can get at least full A in SPM... Then does that mean it will come true oso?? Haha... Letter from PLKN~

Saw my name there? Haha...

2009-12-10T16:39:00.004+08:00

Din blog for a very long time.Lol.. Finally SPM still left 1 paper... Lol but i think almost everyone started to fly ardy. Yesterday went to Sunway Pyramid with... Hmmn... Suga, Si Jia, Mean Bei, Yi Von, Suk Yen, Shen Xi, Su Ping & Kah Heng.. Lol quite a number of ppl..

Watched movie Twilight, went to BBQ plaza, celebrated a vry vry small birthday party for Suga (Lol), went to MPH, Popular & loitered around the plaza with Mean Bei until 7pm++ ...

Bought the novel that my bro longed for a month+... That's <<青色围墙>> from 许友彬. Lol its a story about a 15 years old daughter n her father.. Hmmn.. Well.. Quite nice i think... Lol wanted to find Hiyawu's novel but couldnt find it... At last bought <<暖暖>> from 蔡智恒(痞子蔡)Lol.. His book is as nice as Hiyawu's.. I read before his <<7-ELEVEN之戀>> & <<孔雀森林>> Lol.. Their book is "indirectly" funny n nice.. Lol..

Tonite.. Ermm.. I mean Tomorrow morning 5am my mom n my sis will go to Taiwan.. So good~ Lol.. Haiz.. I nid to do all the house chores again..== Lazy~

My house is currently under construction... finally~... =).. My dad say around 2 or 3 more weeks they will done it... Cant wait to c it.. Lol.. But its really irritating as the workers smoking n all those dusts..><... Wonder wat colour will my dad use for our house?.. Hmmn... I suggested a brown which ALMOST look like black n a creamy white.. n dad say not bad =).. Hehe.. Hope he will use my combinations..

Not forget to mention that my neighbour is renovating too... All the noise r so frustating..TT... Every morning.. well.. except Sunday... sure got the noise of drills.. banging the wall.. n all those machine stuffs.... Lol but anyhow i still manage to sleep until noon.. Haha...

O yea.. wanna thx Si Jia, Suga n Su Ping for ur birthday present last month =).. Dat head phone is light n the sound are clear =) thx ya~ N thx oso for Su Ping ur DVD... Last year i get DVD from Si Jia n Suga.. now its Su Ping.. Haha.. Did i looks like a movie...Ermm... Anime maniac? Haha.. Anyway dat DVD is about a anime about a war between human n devils... Finish watched it ardy.. Haha.. But its oso involved with christian...== Jesus Christ.. Church.. Virgin Mary.. Apostle.. Walao..== quite complicated n confusing...Haha.. But anyhow its great~ Read its manga too.. Manga is more simple n not so-christian... Haha...

O yea o yea.. Last month i enter the AiFM competition... well SMS game..Lol.. N i won~ =) Last week i received the prize..Lolz.. Hmmnn.. not bad.. gt a mouse, watever online game BLACK shirt(==), durian white coffee(=="), CDs' from the company..John n Friendz, n PAPER file(=_="") Its MADE from PAPER...==.. At first i thought it is a better quality file MADE from PVC or sumthing lik this...== but............Zzzzz...

Hmmn... So after SPM wat should i do?...Still gt Chinese left... nid to remind myself always dat SPM still haven completely finish...==.. Haha.. Lets c lets c... cleaning my house, cleaning my room, practice guitar(1 month+ din touch ardy seriously nid to catch up ardy ><), MORE novels(LOL), Driving license, drawing^^(got a lot a lot of inspiration right now~>_<)n most of all SLEEP~~ Haha... Thinking of learning the harmonica.. but my lung capacity is small...==.. scare will faint if play it too much.. Haha...

Finally downloaded my most fav song~ Ao Ye from Zyan~~ Don noe wat is it? No worry.. Listen to the song n u will surely noe it d..unless........== This song giv me so much of inspiration~.. Thinking of drawing about this song... Yo Mean Bei or Mean Shan or Mean Jern~ Help me to do a video when i finish it~ can? Haha... This song is the first track in the player =).. Dont stop or pause it.. Its the best song which describe us right now~ k? N dont feel too sad or cry when listen to it.. Haha.. Gambate Zyan~ The best composer..well i think.. in Malaysia~ ^^

Written this well.. for me.. its quite a long post... Lol.. for an hour..==.. Keep killing my brain cells to write it.. Its still nt enuff to replace all the posts that i din write for almost 2 months... Lol..
~Ja minna gambate ne?~ Keep contact with each other~ JyjY~ =)

2009-10-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

30/9/2009(Wednesday),
I wont forgot ur voice forever...
The voice that accompany me hundreds of nights...
U r the best DJ~
Good luck in ur studies after leaving Ai FM...
=) Farewell~

Sad.. Trial results nt really good..><
Well.. at least some subjects had improved..
But still.........
48 days left...
Gambate~
Wanna study at least 8 hours a day...
Hope i can catch up....><

2009-08-13T12:52:00.002+08:00

Saw these pics accidentally... touch my heart deeply...
Wonder when can my drawings touch a person heart deeply?

2009-08-13T12:32:00.003+08:00

Having mixed feelings...
Clouded with thoughts...
Trying to reflects the musics in my hearts on guitar...
Din write down the notes...
Haiz.. cant recall the melodies ardy...
No mood to study...
83 hours left till exam...
Time goes really really fast....

2009-08-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

Down...
Down........
Down............
Down to deep sea of sorrows...

2009-08-08T12:46:00.001+08:00

Lost in the peaceful night...
Listen to the melody of heart silently...
That's the best way to do right now...

2009-08-02T16:43:00.007+08:00

Zzzz... Hate exam....><
Missed the chance to go to my sis's kolej..TT
Cuz of this exam......==
Fri tired of the pp jamuan...
Lik hell...><..
Sat become kuli....==
Went to KLCC pc fair...
N bought laptop, printer n camera...
But nt for me....TT
For my sis....
Back pain.. Hand pain... Leg pain...==

2009-07-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

Musics are magics..... They noe wat suites you the most....
N touch ur heart gently and slowly....
Drawings are a magical mirror... They reflect ur true feelings...
N wakes ur true self....

2009-07-19T18:47:00.001+08:00

Jiayous...

2009-07-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

Today its the first time i don hav to go home last!!
I mean in orchestra practice... Haha...
Well.. Feels a bit weird..
That day after AGM...
I was the only one who vry vry happy...(well...maybe)..
Hahaha.... So so so happy....
I don hav to kill my brain cell n wake up early ardy...
NS...
Every1 talking about NS now...Haha...
Well... As i said in previous post...
I kena NS...
When i first saw that message...
My first reaction is laugh...><
Well... im nt insane k?...
I had knew it long long time ago that i sure will kena...
Haha...
But anyhow...
Kena NS is a bad thing?
Y some ppl kena NS nid to cry?
Y kena NS so sad d?
Zzz... My family keep teasing me whenever saw NS thing in TV...
N my mom even asked me did i cry or feel sad.....
Zzz... Does this NS thing hav to be so emo?...
My dad...
Keep telling me that NS vry good lah...n bla bla bla...
Sounded lik im vry sad....==
Did i look vry sad?...Sienz...
Anyway... Really din feel anything sad or happy bout the kena NS...
Hmmmnnn........
Im a weird person anyway.....
My sis get teacher's training..
GRATZ!!... Lolz..
She was sent to Batu Pahat for the training..
Next Saturday go there.... For 5 YEARS!...
Well... Although we always quarrel...
But im sure i will definitely miss her...
Lolz... Nobody to quarrel wit me ardy.... Haha...
Today asked her to giv me her school bag...
Since she gt 3!! 3 U NOE???....
I juz gt the only one... n vry vry old.... n some parts ripped....
WTH..... So she gav me lo....
BUT!! Everyone in the house or anyone who know me...
Know that da only colour that i lik is BLUE!!!...
N vry vry HATE PINK....
but still she giv me pink d....
WTH WTH WTH....
She gt 2 blue bags n 1 pink bag...........
Y she cant giv me blue d?????.....
ZZzzzzzzzzz...PISSED........
But don wan to argue wit her since she about to go Batu Pahat ardy.....
Now i nid to SABAR!!....SABAR!!..Zzz..
Hahaha.... SO i slammed n kicked that pink bag...
Still nt sure whether wanna change it or nt....
Zzz.... I HATE PINK!!!....
Saw something pink in my room feels......
Hmmn.... Disgusting? Annoying?... Something lik this....
Of cuz except pink things that cant be choosen...
Lik books... or something lik that...
Zzz... Donno y... i hate pink...
Y anything that i lik i had to share wit others?...
For example... I lik certain food... N my bro later oso lim it...
N then my mom will force me to let him eat if there is only one....
I lik blue.... But if there's a thing which has the option blue n pink...
Sure i will get that pinky thing....
N my sis will get that blue 1....
Zzz.. Din hav much strength or power to fight for it... TT
So if anyone saw pink things in my room.....
Thats for sure i don hav other options d....TT...
Pity that pink bag...
When i take that bag....
I think that my whole face is sooooo black...
Cant even smile a little bit....
Lucky my mom din saw my face...
If nt sure get scolded again... Phew....
I think i kicked it n throw it around 5 or 6 times...
Haha.... Strange huh?... I hate pink until lik that..Zzz..
N even me myself don noe y....
Now think about that bag my whole face turns black again...
Zzz... Hate it....
What a long post huh.....

2009-07-02T15:11:00.002+08:00

Long time din blog ardy...haha...
Really addicted to ouran....
Watch again n again...
Zzz...
Get vry vry bad position in class...><
Nid to study hard...
Kena NS oso...
Jackpot...Lolz..
Feels ntg...
Din feel sad nor happy...
Haha...
Happy Birthday to Si Jia n Zhi Kuan
Lolz... i think i drew around 8 drawings for Si Jia..
Until my thumb ache n pain...
Cant write properly...
* Si Jia... u better don lost it or throw it away arh... * ==
Finally retired from Orchestra Classic Room Manager...
Yay!^^ Finally....TT
Waiting for the one day camp^^
Many ppl's emotion nt stable nowadays...
Haizz....

2009-06-14T14:29:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow....
Another starting of Form 5's life....

2009-06-11T13:08:00.006+08:00

Curently obessed wit Ouran High School Host Club..
Haha... Another nice anime..
So funny... almost every ep i laugh lik siao...

2009-06-10T14:50:00.005+08:00

Photo's from the Leo Forum :

Dress up for the Banquet ...

Girl from public speaking... She looks lik Emily... Don u think so?... N her name is Emily too...

MC from 8TV n beside him the guy cos Kaname from vampire knight.... One more guy cos Zero is no where to be found...==

Dressed up for fellowship night....

KH, me n Huey Yin

Peace in front of the " forgot wat it called" place....==

Lolz... We became prisoner?

SP, Suga n me.....

Me n Huey Yin....

2009-06-08T15:07:00.002+08:00

Finally back from the forum...2 days ago...
Yesterday internet server down...Zzz..
Btw the overall of the forum is ok...
But the worst is the hotel...==
Always gt the shortage of electricity...
N only gt 2 lifts there...
Imagine 1000+ ppl there waiting for this two lifts...
So walked to the room by using stairs..
Climbed up to 10th floor... around 3 or 4 times...
So tired.. n my leg even cramped once when climbed up...==
Till now my leg still pain..
After all the activities r ok..
But i juz can rmb how we waited for so long during this trip...
Juz lik going to hell...==
A bit regrets...
But anyhow glad that i gt experience...
So tired throughout the acticities..><
So didnt enjoy the activities much...
Anw thx Huey Yin...
For accompany me throughout the trip...=)
N being cheerful, active n positive all the way...
Without u maybe i couldnt enjoy the trip even more...
N sry for Su Ping...
For ripping ur boots... TT
But be4 that i rmb ur boots a bit ripped...
So when i wear on ur boots...
Maybe this is fate... o well....
I din tell u about this...
Cuz i noe it may sounded lik an excuses for u...
Anw... really really sry for that...
Felt guilty about this....><..
So sry......
Haiz...
Really hope that i wont bring any more troubles to anyone in the future....
Maybe im more suitable for staying at home 24 hours...

P/s
Mean Bei... I cant access to ur blog.... Allow me?

2009-06-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

Puzzled by everthing in front...
Arranging the puzzles of the future...

2009-06-04T12:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday nite on phone 30 minutes...
Broke my record...==
After all still will go to forum eh?
== N cant tell me the reason....
Haizz...
Wonder wat so important reason that cant even tell anyone...
or maybe juz me? Zzz... =X
Tomolo go leo forum...
Hmmn... Don think i get excited bout it...
Juz feel lik usual... Lolz...
Yesterday only bought a dress for the forum...
N it juz worth RM30+ in IOI...
Lolz... Lucky din go sumway n buy...
Sunway sure twice more expensive than that...
The dress quality oso nt bad la..
Hmmn......
Watched movie wit my sis oso...
Terminator Salvation....
My sis keep asking why this why that...==
Cant watch the movie peacefully...==
Anyway hope the leo forum is fun enuff for me to enjoy it....
Haha...
Hope no mistakes there..
N most of all everyone is safe...Lolz..
Sounded a bit lik going to a war...><

2009-06-02T12:55:00.012+08:00

Princess Tutu...
Nice anime... ^o^ Lol...
Last time i saw it on Astro...
Forgot wat channel ardy...
Cant belive that so long ardy i still can rmb...
Lol...

All the characters..

Our main Character--- Princess Tutu...
Actually she's a cute duck... Lol

Ahira(Princess Tutu) X Fakir
Nice pair =)

Kraehe X Mhytho(The prince)
Too bad Kraehe is protagonist in the story...
Hmmnn.... Live happily ever after at the end?

Lol... Don forget the cute Uzura
With the duck(Ahira/Tutu) Lol... So cute..

Ahira X Fakir..
Too bad Ahira return to duck at the end...

The prince n princess Tutu..

2009-06-02T12:37:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Gt abandoned again...
Sat wanna go leo forum...
But the person who call me to go...
Din go...
N plan to go out together oso canceled...
wth... Yet still no reply of the reason....
Lol... maybe I din exist in ur heart...
Yea rite... gt --- enuf ardy mah rite?...
Zzz... Sometimes can u be greedy a bit?..
Choose both friendship n love can?...
Zzz...
Actually shudnt post this up...
Hope u din see it bah....
Its better if u din saw it...
Haizz...

2009-05-31T14:39:00.003+08:00

Exam finish.... 3 days ago...
Don feel lik blogging....Lolz
Sure get vry vry bad result...=(
Haizz....
Fri teachers day...
Wish every teacher happy teachers day... Lol
Thx Sophia for ur rose...
Great day... but tiring...
Sat go practice....
Ntg special... Get annoyed by some1 oso... as always....
Get 230++ music scores to work with....
Not bad huh...==
Then guitar lesson...
Then extra 1 hour 30 minutes "tuition"...
Means shopping wit mom n aunt lo...
Siao... Leg pain ardy still shop....==
Actually me going wit them juz to become kuli...
Help them take this n that... Walao...==
Mom n sis go Redang...
Left me to face wit those guys in house...
Wth... troublesome....TT
Then today plan?
Watch TV... Online... Sleep...
Lol... wat else to do?
Anyone can recommend some nice music?
Note that its music nt songs....
Lolz...

2009-05-11T01:53:00.004+08:00

Finally!!!
Yesss!! Finally done wit the senior page....TT
But I thiink this page nt really good....==
The upper part n lower part r nt matching...TT
Donno la...
Giv me some advises as soon as possible bah...
I noe it would make every1 dissapointed...TT
But anyhow I'd try my best..=)
Asked my sis's opinion too...
N do it together wit her...
Wanna thx her too =)
For helping me wit this till midnite 1am..==
Hope its ok... n hope u all lik it...
Cuz really gone tru all the troubles to do this page...
Put both pges here to c whether its matching o nt..=)
Here it is:

Now I can concentrate on my studies!!
Although its too late to study...==
Really hope I wont get last in mid year...==
Looks lik I cant sleep ardy.....
Study....
Study......
Study........
Study..........!!!!
Lolz
O yea..
Wanna thx every1!! =)
Xin Di, Allister, Li Ginn.... N every1!! =)
Tell me if the page looks nt really good...==
Be Honest!!!
Lolz...
Gone crazy a bit ardy....==

2009-05-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

Whoah....
Im juz standing between life n death...
Who can save me? TT

2009-05-07T23:11:00.004+08:00

Editted....
Changed the background's photo...
As Su Ping's request...
Donno if its ok or nt....
The words changed..
N the position of the photos is same as the pic2 in previous post
But add some photos on it....
C if u all lik it....
But exam is nearer sure nobody on9 ardy...==
Haizz...
I oso wan to study.... TT

The formation photo still haven reached my hand.....